since the day im back we've been arguing alot

i cried alot i hurt myself alot

but you never know and you never care

you've changed..

you dont treat me the way you used to..

last time you will be very happy when you see me

but now whenever you see me there's no expression at your face

the way your face smiles when you see your friends

i wished i can see that smile at me

but..

it never happen

the way you look at your friends is always full of joy

but..

when you look at me i can only feel that you dont wanna see me dont wanna talk to me

last time you will always talk to me patiently nicely gently

but you talk to me loudly shouted at me even when i din do anything wrong

nowadays i keep having the feeling that you dont love me anymore

if you dont love me already just tell me directly

i rather you tell me the truth than lying to me bout how you feel

at least i wont hurt so much if you tell me now

at least i wont feel so insecure anymore

at least i will just cry for this time and stop forever

at least i dont need to face you anymore

i just cant convince myself that you still love me

everything that i see i feel just gives me more prove that you dont love me

or maybe...you just didnt realize that the feeling is not there anymore