you're online but you're chatting with other girls

girls that you know i hate so much

why do you talk jokes to them but you never even talk 1 to me

i forced myself to laugh when im with you

i forced myself to be happy when im with you

i really tried hard to convince myself that our relationship will work out somehow

i feel like you dont care bout me dont care bout this relationship

am i just your toy to let you play around?

when i was training in penang you took 5 hours bus trip to go there and find me

when i finish class late you waited for me

other than that i cannot think of anything else that you did for me

i really did appreciate you look for me wait for me

but i wanted you to do more...

i want you to love me more care bout me more talk to me more

but all this is just in my fantasy my dream whenever i wake up all these lies will be gone

when will i wake up and my dream isnt a dream but bcame reality?