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2011-11-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

为什么我会那么容易喜欢一个人？

是我变心了还是我想尝试新的男生

是我厌倦了你骂我多过你说你爱我疼我抱我吗？

想要好好的跟你谈谈我们之间的感情结果我们吵架了

你都睡多过我你竟然说你很累？ pls la 这简直是废话

我们每次没有讲话结果我忍不住问你我们没有讲话你不觉得奇怪吗

你竟然敢跟我说不奇怪？？！！

我们沟通本来就没有到底我在犹豫什么呢？

是我真的很需要一个男朋友才继续跟他在一起的吗？

就算我知道我们吵架很多次你根本没有当过我是你的女朋友

你根本就当我是草喜欢就找我不喜欢就不跟我吵架

还是我那么固执是因为我珍惜这段感情？

为什么这几天都那么多人问我几时结婚???

可是我很肯定的跟他们说我跟他不可能结婚

到我问回我自己了，没有未来的爱情那么辛苦维持有什么用呢？

为什么我明知道不会有好结果我还是继续为他伤心焦虑呢？

这几天我注意了另外一个多过注意你

到底是什么意思呢

难道真的是时候放下了吗

为什么我就是不舍得不想放弃

我该做什么好呢

给人家建议就很厉害可是为什么我自己的问题不会解决呢

从前会听我哭诉的人到底去了哪里呢

难道我的人身是注定被人家利用

用完了就丢等到有需要时才找我吗？

为什么我不能有一个真正关心我可以开导我的朋友甚至男朋友呢

为什么人家能开开心心的在一起我们却有那么多问题呢

为什么其他情侣都想朋友那样亲切

我和他竟然连朋友也不是呢？我们的感情简直就少过朋友

情侣又不像朋友又不是。。那我们是一个互相利用对方的假情侣吗？

他在朋友面前好像特地扮亲密可是没有人时我和他就简直很疏远了呢？

放弃又不是告诉自己不要去想可是最终还是办不到

难道真的要讲到那么仔细我要什么你自己感觉不到吗？

2011-09-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

你考试就不能去旅行哪里都不能去

我考试leh你们去中国旅行

去看电影

开电视机开到大大声

我开电视还开到小小声根本就没有打扰到他

结果就骂我。。

是他自己来看电视可是没有骂他反而骂我！！！没天理

我现在用电脑有乱乱讲我玩game叫我走开

我将为什么不可以他走开

你就讲我讲的话没道理

什么是没道理都不知道就乱乱讲人家

我看电视你就骂我

你看电视还开到连隔壁都听得到而且开了有没有看

这个叫做没道理ok？

自己骂人自己又去做

开电脑听歌结果他还坐在你们隔壁听，你们没有阻止

这个叫没道理ok？

他考试大完啊？他自己都不care你们理酱多做什么

我考试你们也不是一样开电视玩电脑

又不见得你们理我的感受？

2011-08-25T08:49:00.002+08:00

讲就厉害讲到酱好听8点多一起讨论功课

结果现在都要9点了都还没有出现

不要做也算了可是问题是全部的资料都在你那边

唯一的办法就是等你。。

你不会想人家的感受不用尽，不用利用我利用到这个地步嘛

我的忍耐是有限的ok？

你不介意熬夜不介意留到久久，可是我呢

为了你没有车回家，又迟回又被逼陶钱包搭德士又熬夜结果才睡了三小时

白白浪费我的钱和时间

有这么多的weekend你不要做偏偏要临时抱佛脚

你又睡到够

你好命你爸爸随时可以载你回钱对你来说不重要

我要特地在11点多搭德士回家

理会一下我这个命苦的人会死啊？

在图书馆等你2个小时结果问你干嘛。。你竟然说你谈天！！！！

为了谈天就不要讨论功课结果浪费了那么多钱和时间

2011-06-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。

他说： “我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。

和尚说：“没有什麼东西是放不下的。

他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”

和尚让他拿著一个茶杯，然后就往裡面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。

苦者被烫到马上松开了手。

和尚说：“这个世界上没有什麼事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

你可能觉得难过

因為无论你对他怎麼好他都不领情

他不是看不到他只是装作看不到

或者他根本不想看到

你觉得自己很喜欢他

甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那麼喜欢他

你用尽全力对他好

把他看的比自己还重要 !

有什麼事情第一个就想到他

联系不到他的时候　你担心他担心的快疯了

然而你有没有想过

这并不在你的责任范围

而且很有可能他是在躲著你

他受不了你对他那麼好

不要一直发短信给他

不要一直找他

你也许只是想找他说说话

你觉得那很正常　不算苛求

但是也许他并不这麼想

记住　你的想法不代表他的想法

你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗

你捫心自问一下

你确定不用他回报什麼吗

那為什麼你会难过

若是真的一无所求

你又怎麼会觉得难过呢

所以　别觉得你那麼爱他是伟大的

也许她根本不在乎你怎麼為他付出

有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你

因為他不想亏欠你

别事事為他担心為他张罗

你觉得他没有你不行

你觉得别人做不到你那麼完善

但是你要清楚

你不是他要的那个人

你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做

那个位置本来就不是你的

你何必硬要挤上去呢

你说道理你都懂　只是你做不好

喜欢他不是你的错

想关心他不是你的错

控制不住自己不是你的错

但是那是你的方式 !

人家不一定就能接受你这种所谓无私的爱

所以如果你喜欢他　他不喜欢你

那麼就请你默默的

别试图让他知道

就算你会难过　甚至难过的流泪

就请你默默的

就算你逼自己也好

一定要忍著

傻孩子

忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的

那些．都已是记忆

缺失并不可怕．

可怕的．是无法面对

傻孩子

你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因為你付出过．

付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．

不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．

绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．

那裡．有你的理想．

傻孩子．

开始新的习惯吧．

习惯．每天一个人生活．

习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．

习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．

你逃不掉．逃不掉的．

那麼．就勇敢面对．现实．

现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．

勇敢看著镜子中的自己吧．

这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．

这也是你．成长中的你．

这个你．正在逐渐死去．

新的你．即将重生．

找寻你的路．你的未来．

你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．

做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．

好．好．尽情发泄吧．

剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．

泄完了．就要振作．

看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．

还有那麼多人关心著你．以不同的方式．

所以．你并不孤独．

正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．

别哭．别再哭．

不值得．真的．不值得了．

把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．

开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．

做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待著你完成呢．

傻孩子．

生活褪去了曾有的顏色．暂时寧静．

别沉沦在这片寧静裡．那会毁掉你．

你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．

现在的生活．不是你想要的．

為了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．

给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。

当某天，你被伤害，想起我。那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的对你好了。。。

因為那时的我，已经将你放低。。。。

2011-05-31T22:59:00.002+08:00

为什么我全心全意的爱你。。可是我想得到的却得不到？

我要的东西很简单不是昂贵的东西我只想要你一心一意的爱我

难道有那么难吗？

我真的尝试了放下可是我真的真的做不到

为什么我那么笨那么软弱？这么简单的事却做不到

我不知道能做什么了难道真的要死吗？

2011-05-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

想哭却哭不出只能忍气吞声

为什么我一直付出一直那么的爱你

可是你到现在还是感觉不到呢？

我该做些什么才能让你明白我

我该如何是好？你一直只会骂我你有真的去疼我吗？

我来帮你答吧是没有！！！！

骂是爱打是疼的道理都不明白吗？

我骂你是因为我关心你爱你你以为我真的这么得空骂你吗？

你有看过我骂其他人吗？没有对不对？

当然啦我管他们干吗他们又不是我的谁

你说我口臭每次骂你你很难受

那你骂我呢？你有没有想过我也很难受？

你在和朋友开开心心的玩可是你知道那时我在做什么吗？我正藏在被单里大哭！！！

为什么我就会一直为你而哭可是你却没有为过我哭？？？

都多少次了我还是那么傻？？！！

你说得对我只是个笨蛋臭女人。。因为我爱上了一个我不该爱的人

2011-05-17T20:48:00.001+08:00

你知道吗？我等你等得很辛苦

2011-04-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

如果真心爱一个人是那么的痛苦

那以后再也不会真心的去爱了·

2011-04-20T23:10:00.001+08:00

你一定遇到过那样一个女孩

她神经质她敏感多疑她阴晴不定她在你面前总是哭她总说她觉得你不爱她了。

你开始时还包容着她让着她哄着她努力让她高兴起来

后来你累了你不管她了你放她一个人难过等着她好了以后再跑来找你

再后来你烦了你开始跟她发脾气你开始在她闹的时候比她更生气的不理她

你觉得这是理所当然的是她一点一点把你变成这样的。

那你想过吗是谁把她变成这样的。

你仔细想想　　刚跟你在一起的时候她是不是每天都是笑脸

刚跟你在一起的时候她是不是从来不哭也不闹

刚跟你在一起的时候她是不是像每个幸福的小女孩一样幼稚的可爱。

你仔细想想　　曾经你放弃过多少玩游戏的时间陪她说话现在还剩多少

曾经你把她捧在手心里每天发几十条短信现在还剩多少

曾经你一天不见她就会有永无止境的思念现在还剩多少。

你仔细想想　　你对她有过多少承诺最后你没有做到

你对她有过多少保证最后你让她失望

你对她答应过多少事许下过多少永远最后你自己都不记得了。

你厌倦了她的眼泪她的抱怨她的小脾气

你却不知道她承受了多少心如刀割的感觉

她以为你会永远像最初那样疼她宠她对她好啊

她就那么傻的把心给你了任你捧在手里或者狠狠捏碎你却总选了后者。　　-

你不明白为什么你随便做点什么事她就生气了

你不明白为什么她总是有那么多脾气总是跟你吵架

你不明白为什么一些看起来没什么的事她却小题大做

你不明白为什么她总是不开心总是在哭。

你觉得开始有点烦她了

你开始越来越沉默越来越跟她没话说了

你觉得她神经病只想躲她远远的

你觉得你们的感情快走到尽头了。

可是你知道吗每次她跟你吵架的时候她的心都好痛

你知道吗她只是希望你能对她好一点而已了

你知道吗她其实每次都以为你会哄她的你却一次次的让她绝望

你知道吗在你觉得她变了变的你无法接受的同时她也觉得你变了但是她接受了

你还记得吗　　你每次沉默不说话的时候你身后的她表情有多难过多挣扎多不安

你每次说其实你很爱她的时候她眼里有多少不确定却给了你那么多回应

你每次伤害了她对不起她的事的时候她哭的多伤心多委屈最后还是原谅你了

她给了你那么那么多包容那么那么多的爱

她给了你那么那么多期望那么那么多的信任

你却残忍的让她一次又一次的心碎

你做过那么多过分的事她都没有想过离开你那么让她闹一下又能怎样呢

况且她是真的无理吗。

你嫌她总是查你的手机查你的聊天记录

你嫌她看到你和别的女孩说几句话就会又哭又闹又不理人

你嫌她管你管的太多太严让你失去了自由

你嫌她怎么这么罗里罗嗦又情绪化。

你觉得你做的那些事其实都没什么

你觉得你没有对不起她也没有招惹她

你觉得什么事都没有她就这样那样的闹了起来

你觉得她怎么这么讨人厌天天让你不顺心

可是这个世界上那么多人干嘛她就偏偏跟你这样了？

她为什么不去查别人

她为什么不去天天窥探别人的生活

她为什么不去跟别人发脾气不去跟别人“无理取闹”

还不是因为她在乎你

还不是因为她吃醋了想让你重视

还不是因为她怕一不小心你就跑了

还不是因为她怕只要她一放松不安定的你就又不是她的了。

你可以多想想她的好吗？

想想每次你生病了你难过了的时候她比你还难受的样子

想想每次你们吵架之后她发给你的长长的短信

想想每次她总是记得你们的每一个纪念日

想想每次她精心给你准备的礼物。

想想你曾经做过的混蛋事她竟然全都原谅了

想想你每次道歉了回头了她都还依然愿意陪着你

想想你提出的要求她全都一口答应然后尽力让你满意

想想你说想吃什么想做什么想去哪她每次都陪你尽管回家会挨说。

这不是她的职责她的任务

她跟你本没什么交集

只是因为她爱你她爱了这样的你

就算你让她心碎过她就是爱你她愿意不顾一切的对你好。

这么爱你的她怎么会跟你无理取闹呢

就算你没意识到可是真的是你让她难过了啊。

她只是一个小女人她不是超人

她脆弱她没有安全感也许有一天她也会累

她也不喜欢哭她也喜欢天天笑的很漂亮

她也不想低着头自己沉默。

她需要你的理解你的疼爱而不是冷漠

她把你当成她生活的重心她的世界只有你

她爱你她好爱你所以她才会因为你一点细小的变化而难过

她每天都在祈求你能多疼她一点却不敢跟你要求太多。

你真的希望她不再跟你闹了吗？

等到她真的不在乎你了的那天。

你真的希望她再也不哭再也不动不动就生气了吗？

等她真的被你伤透了麻木了的那天。

你真的在考虑要不要跟她分手了吗？

祝你在很久很久以后的某一天，不要后悔。

好好爱她。

2011-04-12T12:37:00.001+08:00

做男朋友的基本标准...

第一条：老婆的手机号，必须背下来。

第二条：老婆发短信，必须回。

第三条：老婆上QQ，在线必须主动说话。

第四条：答应老婆的事，对老婆的承诺，必须做到。

第五条：不准背着老婆和别的女的有暧昧关系。

第六条：不准和别的女的有亲密动作，要对老婆诚实。

第七条：不准对老婆发过大的脾气。

第八条：生老婆的气，不能超过1个小时。

第九条：想老婆了，要主动给老婆打电话、发短信。第十条：生气时，不准不理老婆，让老婆担心。

第十条：不准对老婆提无理要求。

第十一条：要主动关心老婆。

第十二条：必须要学会如何心疼老婆

。

第十三条：老婆过生日，必须在老婆身边。

第十四条：如果实在不能陪着老婆过生日，必须打电话或发短信或者给点意外的小惊喜也行。

第十五条：手机必须24小时开着机，如果老婆找，必须随时都能让老婆找到。

第十六条，出门必须带着老婆，不要把她自己扔在家里，

第十七条，要让老婆感到安心，不要让她为你担心，要为她照顾好自己，

第十八条，要关心老婆，嘘寒问暖都不能落下，

第十九条，要关心自己的家人，还要关心老婆的家人

第二十条，对老婆的朋友也要热情招待，

试问，多少的男朋友做到了?

2011-04-12T11:44:00.003+08:00

提出分手的是我可是你都没有拒绝，还以为我说些东西你会挽回我

可是我们不但没有一起回我们还吵得更厉害

哭了好久好久还傻到拿刀割自己的手

到最后才醒觉已经没有用了你不会再理我了

昨天才知道你不喜欢我粗鲁不喜欢我很多东西

原来一直以来你都不是真心的喜欢我一直以来都像其他人那样玩我的感情

你不喜欢我就直接跟我说为什么要假装喜欢我呢

为什么你就是爱耍我呢？你不知道我的心是多么的痛

相信现在的你应该活得很开心吧现在应该是跟你的朋友说我有多不好多无理取闹吧？

你就活得快乐可是你不知道我现在是生不如死真的很想很想自杀

现在终于知道了你的真面目可是我还是傻乎乎的在等你想你

这样的我真的真的很想离开这个残忍的世界

因为我再也忍受不了那种痛苦悲伤

反正我死了也没有差没有人会关心我疼我理我

这个世界上没有了我还是会正常运作

他的生活里没有了我对他来说根本就没有什么差别

我只是他的玩具罢了我死了他反而会更开心，不是吗？

2011-03-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

我和你到底是朋友情侣还是一个瞒住你的需要的人呢？

如果你说是情侣那为什么我们从来什么东西都不讲呢？

没次叫你讲话你就说为什么我不讲话

你根本就没发现到我已经很努力地想话题了你就只会赖在我头上

什么东西都是我的错全部东西都是你对完

我跟你说是你的错你只会认为我在赖你

你讲完咯这就是我们不常说话的原因

因为我们每次讲话都会变成吵架

最可笑的是你竟然没有发现到。。你简直当这个是个很平常的事

你到底在想什么我到现在真的搞不懂

你真的爱我吗？你真的关心我吗？你真的还是以前的那个人吗？

我真的不晓得。。。

2011-03-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

如果你能做到这里的一半我就心满意足了。。

男孩：宝贝，如果吵架了，生气了，你可以打我、咬我、掐我，不要偷偷的流眼泪，因为我不想你为我流泪，不想你为我憔悴；

宝贝，如果我无心伤害了你，请你告诉我，我会记在心中不再让你悲伤，不要轻易说分手，因为我真的不能没有你；

宝贝，如果累了，答应我放下手中的事歇一歇，因为一切有我那，如果冷了、饿了发短信给我，我会第一时间给你送去温暖，因为疼你是我的责任；

宝贝，晚上陪你发短信是我一天最幸福、期盼的时刻，我会让你先睡着，然后为你开着手机，晚上做恶梦了睡不着了就发给我；

宝贝，如果我忙的忘记了哪个节日，忘记给你买你喜欢的那件衣服的时候，给我点提醒，因为我要你是世界上最漂亮、最幸福的新娘；

宝贝，在外面朋友亲戚面前，给我留些面子，回家任你处置，男人就爱那点面子；

宝贝，如果你觉得我能给你幸福、稳定的生活时答应嫁给我，因为我想和你走完一生，疼你、爱你一辈子。

女孩：好的，我答应你！

亲爱的，如果吵架了，请你一定要安慰我，道歉，因为我需要你，就算撒娇也可以…

亲爱的，如果生气了一定要第一时间找到我，不要让我一个人寂寞、害怕地躲在角落哭泣，天涯海角，因为那时我最需要你；

亲爱的，生气的时候请你别关机，因为我要时刻找到你…

亲爱的，如果生气了，请你紧紧抱住我，不要让我挣扎掉，因为那时是我对你宠爱和温暖的渴望；

亲爱的，如果我无心伤害了你，你可以把它当做孩子做错了事，笑一笑，皱下眉，但请你耐心教育我，因为我不想让自己无边的任性总去刺痛你；

亲爱的，我知道我不够体贴、温柔，但我会好好珍惜你对我的疼爱、宠让，因为你是我的一切；

亲爱的，如果你特别忙，发个短信告诉我，因为女孩真的很在乎这样那样的节日，总是想在节日里美美的和爱人在一起吃个饭，散散步；

亲爱的，在外面朋友亲戚面前，我会小心翼翼体贴你的面子，因为我知道男人尊严、面子很重要，但你要答应我少喝酒少抽烟，保护好自己的身体，因为你要是把身体累坏了，谁来照顾、疼爱我啊；亲爱的，求你不要无故的生气，无故的对我冷漠，无故的不理我，因为我真的会很难受…

亲爱的，如果你觉得我还算听话、懂事，请用戒指把我栓牢吧，因为我想陪你走过一生，在你那有我的幸福天地和未来。

男孩：好的，我答应你！

2011-03-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

从几时开始你说的那三个字都不是出于真心呢？

从几时开始我们已经不是以前的男女朋友呢？

从几时开始我们之间已经什么话题也没有了

从几时开始你已经不像以前那样关心我照顾我了呢？

告诉自己几百篇了忘掉他找个更好的

可是还是没有办法忘记

心里面的痛苦他懂吗？心开始慢慢地碎了他知道吗？心已经支撑不住了他感觉到吗？

也许你没发现可是我在你心里已经没有那个地位了

读书时想要忘掉你专心读书可是还是忍不住的拿起电话拨你的号码

你已经没有以前那样的自动了仿佛这个感情里只有我一个人在拍拖

为了保持着这段感情我什么都做了可是你又做过什么呢？

我没有online了你也没有传简讯给我打给我问我为什么offline

以前的你都会即刻打给我问我怎么了跟我道歉

我生病了你也当作没有事那样

以前的你就算我喉咙痛罢了都会特地买个喉咙糖给我

为什么以前你可以那么关心我疼我现在又不能呢？

你跟其他男生都一样都是开始时对我是宝慢慢的当我是草

如果你真的对我没有感情了那我宁愿你跟我分手好过这样折磨我

事实已摆在我眼前了我还那么傻干嘛呢？

我已经不知道自己是谁了已经不是以前那个开朗的女生了

现在的我像是个没有魂魄的人了在镜子里一看不见一前的那个我

2011-03-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

我跟自己说反正他都不理我了

为什么我还要自作多情呢？

好几次都想放弃好几次都不想理会

但到最后还是一样理他关心他

我真的累了厌倦了开始不知道他说的哪句话是真哪句话是假

感觉上他所说的都是甜言蜜语根本就不是真心话

可是我这个笨蛋偏偏会相信他

我真的尝试了我真的用心保留这段感情

可是一旦他的心不在了无论用什么办法也没有用了

2011-01-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

you're online but you're chatting with other girls

girls that you know i hate so much

why do you talk jokes to them but you never even talk 1 to me

i forced myself to laugh when im with you

i forced myself to be happy when im with you

i really tried hard to convince myself that our relationship will work out somehow

i feel like you dont care bout me dont care bout this relationship

am i just your toy to let you play around?

when i was training in penang you took 5 hours bus trip to go there and find me

when i finish class late you waited for me

other than that i cannot think of anything else that you did for me

i really did appreciate you look for me wait for me

but i wanted you to do more...

i want you to love me more care bout me more talk to me more

but all this is just in my fantasy my dream whenever i wake up all these lies will be gone

when will i wake up and my dream isnt a dream but bcame reality?

2011-01-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

跟朋友聊得蛮开心的吧

我传简讯给你可是你没回我还以为你睡了

今天才发现原来你忙着跟女生朋友顶嘴跟他们聊天忘了回我

今天到了下午都没有你的讯息。。算了等不及就自动传简讯给你

我说我想你。。你就只回了我也想你。我回你几句你却到了晚上才回我

你说你会上网可是很多东西做。。我说好吧去做你的东西

你真的那么乖“做东西” 没有理我了

我开facebook看到你update status 之类的东西

我一直等待你找我，给我猜中了你没找我

可能你看到我上网吧，你的facebook就显示你已offline了

我们到底是男女朋友吗？为什么我们之间的沟通就只有那么多呢？

为什么你和你的女生朋友说笑聊天可是你跟我在一起就什么话都没说

每次和你在一起时是多么的尴尬你发现吗？你知道吗？

总觉得我们不是男女朋友就连普通朋友都不是

你对那些不是很熟的朋友都比对我更好

我们一起走街最多只是拉手罢了什么话也没说

每一个经过我们的情侣都很甜蜜的有说有笑

可是我们呢？只是静悄悄的好像刚认识的朋友似的

我们已经在一起一年多了！！！为什么我们的沟通程度就只有那么的一点点？

这一年来的沟通程度都没有增加

为什么我一直付出一直保留着这段感情一直的忍耐

可是你却没有发现到呢？你就只会说我什么都不会只会和你吵架

我跟你吵是因为你没有理我。。我只想要你记得我的存在。。那也有错吗？

我跟你说话我真的会气到爆血管气到心脏病。。我讲东你就讲西。。

为什么我们就不能像普通情侣那样沟通呢？到底为什么？？？？

我问你东西你就误会我的意思又跟我吵又弄我哭

为什么我会那么的软弱那么容易哭为你这种臭男人哭有用吗？

你跟本就不在乎。。那我为什么还是傻呆呆的等你为你付出呢？

我看回我们还没有在一起时的讯息。。那是我们都是说说笑笑。。

我们回去从前会不会更好呢？

心情不好也不敢跟你说

我到底该做什么呢？

我到底。。。

该不该继续下去呢？

2010-12-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

since the day im back we've been arguing alot

i cried alot i hurt myself alot

but you never know and you never care

you've changed..

you dont treat me the way you used to..

last time you will be very happy when you see me

but now whenever you see me there's no expression at your face

the way your face smiles when you see your friends

i wished i can see that smile at me

but..

it never happen

the way you look at your friends is always full of joy

but..

when you look at me i can only feel that you dont wanna see me dont wanna talk to me

last time you will always talk to me patiently nicely gently

but you talk to me loudly shouted at me even when i din do anything wrong

nowadays i keep having the feeling that you dont love me anymore

if you dont love me already just tell me directly

i rather you tell me the truth than lying to me bout how you feel

at least i wont hurt so much if you tell me now

at least i wont feel so insecure anymore

at least i will just cry for this time and stop forever

at least i dont need to face you anymore

i just cant convince myself that you still love me

everything that i see i feel just gives me more prove that you dont love me

or maybe...you just didnt realize that the feeling is not there anymore

2010-12-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

这几天都觉得心情超低落，在一起一年多了，吵架还多过讲笑。
以前你每时每刻都会传短讯给我打给我，才分开不到一分钟你就会跟我说你很想我然后亲我
可是现在我想见你一分钟你都说你不得空应酬我
以前的每一天我都会很期待你的短讯因为只要收到你的一封短讯我就如飞上天的小鸟如此兴奋如此开心
现在呢？你没有再传我短讯，没有了那些甜甜蜜蜜的短讯，没有了那些会令我笑不拢嘴的短讯。
我传了你十封短讯你才回我一封短讯。我没有传你短讯，我的电话就一整天都不会响。
你没有了以前的自动，没有了以前的关心，没有了以前的对待，没有了以前的包容
我讲错了一些话你就会不爽，我跟男生传短讯跟男生出去跟男生聊天跟男生有说有笑你不爽，我发小姐脾气你也不爽，我骂你你也不爽，你要查我的电话我不给你你不爽，我要跟你聊久一点你竟然不爽，现在连我为你而哭你也不爽。
你骂我你讲我你生气我，我都可以忍气吞声。就算我们吵架不是我的错到最后也是我安慰你逗你开心，因为我不想也不能失去你。
我以前跟你说我爱你，你都会说我也爱你。
现在，我说我爱你，你只会嗯，然后就没有说话了。
我明白你是大男人所以能让的我都尽量让你，可是你就连让我也不想让还要大吵一番。
有女生接近你跟你讲话我不爽你就说我无理取闹，我们又再吵架。
我提出分手希望你会留住我可是你毫无感觉地说一句‘ 随便你 ’
到最后你没有说你要挽回感情，可我却忍不到没有你的感受，所以还是要求继续在一起。
去学校和回家的路上你都没有和我聊过天，我说为什么你不跟我讲话。你很冷淡地说我在驾车专心不到别烦我。我从心底上哭了，我的心很痛很痛，我扮哭你就说你干嘛哭？然后就摆了个臭脸。没有安慰我也算了，我还要给你骂给你讲，看你眼色。
下课时我想跟你有多一点时间相处，每一天找你吃饭，你都说随便你。直到有一天你说你没有朋友了因为你的朋友不喜欢你重色亲友，你就和我大吵，我们就没有在一起吃饭了。
你在朋友面前就有说有笑，在我面前只会摆臭脸给我脸色看。
看到你朋友你会直接打招呼大喊大叫，看到我和你打招呼你就只会说 ‘hi’ 就走。
朋友的生日你给他们一个惊喜的派对，给他们礼物，请他们吃饭。
我的生日没有惊喜的派对没有礼物没有吃饭也算了，你连祝贺我的话也没有，还骂我，弄我哭。
有时候我会想我宁愿做你的朋友至少我会舒服些可是我做不到因为我真的真的很爱你。

每一次你亲我都会令我更爱你
每一次你抱我都会令我更加爱你
可是同时你也令我更心痛，更伤心
而最可悲的是你什么都不在乎

2009-11-02T21:01:00.001+08:00

Why Love is Blind?

A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it,
God had put all the human "qualities" in a separate room.
Since all the qualities were bored they decided to play hide & seek.

Madness" was one of the qualities and he shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!"
And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek "Madness",
all the other qualities agreed. So "Madness" leaned against a tree and started to count: One, two,three...

As "Madness" counted, the qualities went hiding. "Treason hid in a pile of garbage..
" Lie " said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake.
And Madness continued to count "...seventy nine, eighty, eighty one... "
By this time, all the qualities were already hidden -except "Love"

For stupid as "Love " is, he could not decide where to hide.
And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide "Love".

"Madness": "...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven...

Just when "Madness" got to one hundred.........
"Love" jumped into a rose bush where he hid.

And Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!"

"Laziness" was the first to be found, because Laziness" was too lazy to hide.
"Madness " searched madly and found "Lie" at the bottom of the lake.
One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.
Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love.

Envious of Love, "Envy" whispered to "Madness ": "You only need to find Love,
and Love is hiding in the rose bush.
"Madness" Jumped on the rose bush and he heard loud cry .
The thorns in the bush had pierced "Loves" eyes.

Hearing the commotion God came into the room and saw what had happened.
He got very angry and cursed "Madness" and said since "Love" has become blind becos of u ...
u shall always be with him"

And so it came about that from that day on,
Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.!

1st outing in the holidays =D

2009-09-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

went to watch the ugly truth with michelle...
suppose to meet at 11 sth but den bcoz of my dad reached pavilion at 1 sth...
run from the pav entrance to level 6
i can still rmb clearly the way the old man looked at me wen i was running =.=
the movie at 1.50 so went shopping awhile b4 the movie..
afta michelle bought her hotdog n drink den went in ad..
the hall is full of people..wao...still got so many ppl watch tis movie ><
hmm..overall its nice n funny la...definitely a must watch...
afta the movie wanted to go lowyat to buy something but raining
so walked to sungei wang to get sth to drink n 'keng sam si'
glad v had dat talk michelle xD

michelle is so glad to c me =p

of coz im glad too..i just didnt show it hehe

went home at 6 sth...haiz.. 1 word to describe 2day..
tired....

practicing of drama n the day of the drama ( HIV/AIDS: Breaking the silence)

2009-09-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

5/9/09

2day is the last day of practicing drama!!! yes!!
finally dun need to go college early on saturday morning just to practice tis 'meaningless' thing
reached college at 9 alone....den went to library while waiting for other ppl to come
MPH was not open so have to go frn's house to practice..
reached there around 9.30 n guess wat? the director...the main actor haven arrive yet
so while waiting for them at 1 sth ordered macdonald n pizza delivery
around 3 sth oni started practicing and not only dat
they changed my script!!!! last min oni chnge my script den chnge tis n dat
so in the end around 7 sth oni i can leave the house
n dat day 1st time i reached home at 9 sth almost 10pm!!! dammit!!! =.=

discussing the drama

elaine n melissa got so bored while waiting for other ppl

elaine n man li felt asleep while waiting for them

spring is bored too ><

gary..the doctor in the drama..

tyty trying to fix the table he broke =.=

duno wat they were doing xD

pretending to sleep
mcdelivery!! =D
sky-the useless actor =p
yvonne-the reported in the drama
he's finishing the pizza by himself (sort of)

9/9/09

its a lovely day!!!! many people are marrying today..so i heard frm the radio...
because 9/9/9 means 'chang chang jiu jiu' which means lasting forever...
even im getting married but in the drama dat im performing 2day xD
morning is my service n its the worse service ever...
missed 1 service last time so kinda messed up the service procedures =(
and got criticised by someone hu tinks he's dat good wen actually he's not..tsk
den afta service went to the locker room to change n prepare for the drama
at arnd 2.30 went to MPH to get ready....

from left..jing shien,vivian,me,kyalin n fiona
i look awful..s**t!!
fiona,me,vicky n suraya..
love tis pic!!! =Dthe awards of the drama..drama poster..the judges

finally at 5 sth its our turn to perform...
our drama is about the main actor-a movie star getting hiv n how his gf-me (swt) gonna accept it
but den got 1 scene is bout me n him getting married
n dat a*****e sky left the ring duno at where n summore call me to find it for him wen its suppose to b him to go find it =.= but in the end cant find so pretended there's a ring...
dats wat v call acting in a drama xD
the judges said our storyline was good but cant really get wat we're acting n showing =(
den its announcing the results time....
as expected...my group didnt win..
haiz...nvm lu...v tried our best...or only some people tried ><

kena slapped by jessie...
duno y her face isnt shown here =p

jessie,ruhi,kyalin,jing shien n me =)

2009-09-15T19:08:00.000+08:00

2/9/09

2day we're cooking beef!! syok!!! xD
but tis time my partner is wei heng...so i call him do the cutting n stuff..muahahaha =p
the most busiest service ever bt chef said its the best service ever =D
some guest wanted chicken n some guest wanted beef so kinda got mixed up
n v kinda slow..the chef keep shouting station 2!! y so long??
n i quickly run n put the plates =.=
finally wen the food are sent to guest... v curi makan in the kitchen...
the best part of service class!!=p

the main course..roasted beef with yorkshire pudding

appetizer-mornay crab cake..i tink =.=
1 guest can oni eat 1 of these..giamsap =p

yorkshire pudding dat looks like drumstick o.O

baking yorkshire pudding...
the dextrinization of it? hmm..

tada..afta taking it out frm the oven

me n vicky =D
deng..i look so short

vicky's turtle

me n suraya trying to eat vicky's turtle =p

noobie me n cute suraya =D

vicky curi makan-ing =p

see the cockroach?
sean n calvin were barbequing it =.=

3/9/09

pastry class!!! yay!!! or not =(
the worst class ever!!! got scolded by the lecturer infrnt of strangers!! tsk
she scolded us coz we left wen she didnt ask us to...
how v noe?she left the class wit bags n evrything n got other class in dat class
so v go oso lo takkan stay there rot meh
its not really our fault =p
anyway...v baked puff pastry 2day....
its kinda fun though...not as tiring as the last class where my hand almost broke ><

the leftovers of the dough..

my groups's puff pastry afta taking it out of the oven..
chef's puff pastry with icing...yummy =)

free lunch 3 days straight...nice ><

2009-09-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

25/8/09

afta food science class was another 5 hours break...
luckily tis time got things to do...
v went to the housekeeping suite to practice bed making as thursday got assessment..

calvin boringing n staring at duno where?
elaine n zee practicing...
oops..sorry elaine for making u un-clear..vicky was answering the phone so v paste the papers at her hand...
n suraya obviously was eavesdropping =p

afta i practiced (so call =.=) went to ariff's service to hav lunch...
wen eating half way oni realized i left my voucher at my file which i gave it to my frn
den faster call them to bring to the restaurant for me.. if not hav to stay there wash bowl le xD

the centrepiece..it stinks =.=
the smell can make ppl die =p
the mocktail..the hard to cut appetizer
the not so bad main course..
of coz not dat big portion la ><
the weirdo server =p

oops...forgot to take pic of the dessert ><

wanted to go sunway wit eevon afta lunch but den like not enuff time so i went to library lepak...wei heng n suraya..sien-ing
vicky n zee so call sleeping =p

den the room where v can watch tv is not vacant so v went to 'rent' FRIENDS to watch..
arnd 3.30 acc class gonna start ad so went to the class which is just 1 floor below..
the lecturer gave out our mid-term paper n i got 32.5 /35 !!!
so happy dat time but at the same time sad oso la...coz wrong 1 only =(
den at 3.50 the lecturer said class dismissed..n v all like wat the....?
v waited for 5 hours for tis class n the class is finished afta 20 mins?? dammit >< tmr having front office exam..haiz...sienzz..2/3 of the class is exam =.=

26/8/09

class started from 10 but den the lecturer keep talking till 12 only start exam
screwed up during exam...dammit!! ><
afta exam straighaway rush to g6's service..

mocktail...it may look not nice
but it tastes nice =D

appetizer-cream of pumpkin soup
main course-chicken with mushroom sauce?chocolate mousse cake...yummy =D

27/8/09
mrning had bed making exam n it sucks..
spent too much time oredi >< oh well...screw it!~
afta class went to vicky's frn service..1st time going..duno wats the difference xD

mocktailappetizer-prawn cocktail
hmm..ours taste much more better =p

main course- chicken with rice?

pandan siffon cake..n they're right..
pasar mlm oso taste better than tis =.=

wei heng is attacking the cake =p

vicky is happy wit her cake
mayb coz hers is in pink..duno y =.=

slyvia-the sleeping wan..
vicky-the tying hair wan..
suraya-the staring at midair wan?=p

vicky-the cute wan
suraya-the SO CALL mature wan=p
me-the noob wan

f&b

2009-08-20T22:41:00.003+08:00

another class of f&b theory...
or in other words another boring class ><
the lecturer brought lots of tea to let us try 1 by 1
almost all oso nice le...the ginger tea is the worst..yikes!~
afta class went to a restaurant call nirvana at usj to hav lunch...
it costs rm10+!! 1st time ate so expensive...the chicken so small but costs rm3!!
nvr gonna go dat place again ><

varieties of tea O.O

i look weird...as usual =.=

calvin the tea tester? xDthe 'gay' partners in our class..
look at sean...he's enjoying the moment =p
cheers!! =D

the lunch dat costs me rm10 ><

my 1st time as restaurant manager!!! so stress the nite b4... doing things last min=p
slept at 1 woke up at 6...din sleep well.. mayb too excited n at the same time abit stress..
suppose to reach college b4 8am..thx to sum1 i reached there at 8+
so went in the restaurant sean,calvin,sylvia n suraya there ad..n they look abit beh song lidat
start working ad n hav to do some talking before the setting of the table but sadly no1 listened
so ended up evrything kelam kabut =(
suddenly felt so energetic few minutes before service so keep screaming int he restaurant
n they all look at me like 'is sth wrong wit samantha?'
but i ignored them n went the clock strikes 12 the moment begin xD
evrything went smoothly except i was really bored during the service
so went around kacau-ing guest (so call la =p)
finally around 1.30 service finish ad...phew!~
had a great time being a manager...the most relaxing service ever!!!

our centrepiece for the day..
sand- frm PORT DICKSON
shells- frm MALDIVES
cool rite? =p

retarded sean trying to wear my coat..
or in another words tearing my coat =.=

the cute evil witch =p
elaine the bartender, me the manager
sylvia...future manager? =Dso call group pic but the most funniest wan..so far=)

ktichen n pastry...

2009-08-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

kitchen service again but den i suddenly realized..
i got scared of eating chicken ad!!!!
was facing chicken these few weeks ><
anyway appetizer is potato leek soup..for once its not salad!! i get to eat it!! yeah!!!
n main course is chicken wit mushroom sauce? hmm dun really rmb..
n dessert is marble cheese cake!! yay!! 1 of my fav cake!!!
but of coz not v bake wan la..sad...i wan 2 learn how 2 bake tis cake!! xD
at 1st evrything went well n my partner elaine bcame the aboyeur..den i kelam kabut ad
i noe i very easy kelam kabut..tsk...
4gt bout the potato in the oven n wen i took it out the potatoes shrink ad
so cute... should hav taken a photo of it hehe
but got scolded for being slow..so not cool ><
n while washing the service ting...unbelievebly the tong cut me..
at 1st ntg den suddenly saw blood coming out...yes..i noe my reaction very slow
n i went arnd looking for plaster like a maniac n no1 has it coz alot of ppl got hurt while cooking 2day so any1 dat got plaster oso used it ad =.= luckily found 1 la or else the blood will keep dripping all the way xD

extra chickens...n it taste nice!! yummy!~

the whole pot of soup...so much wastage =.=marble cheese cake =D

the next day... xD
pastry class!! my fav class bcoz can play flour =p
baking some kind of cake..the name is long so din really go n memorize it
got extra cake get to bring home but 4gt to take tupperware...so canot bring home ><
it was my fav day for tis term!!!so far la..
coz my afternoon class cancelled!! thx to the h1n1 thingy..
i can go home early!!! but den i dint..bcoz nobody to fetch me home
so i stayed till 5pm...tried to do acc exercise but its soooo BORING!!!
wat a nice day to stay at the library for 6 hours+ =.=

b4 decoration..

decorating it wit fruits =D

the mango not very nice coz not enuff ad =.=

v sang happy bday song for her wen she was cutting..
it was her bday few days ago =p

they got so bored afta class so they started wrestling
or in another words..its wei heng bullying elaine =p

2009-08-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

had kitchen(AT) 2day...
n v cut the chicken again but wit different kinda style tis time
again have to take out the intestines n wen i touch the lung it burst out =.=
my hand was dirty anyway so hlped my frns take the intestine out..
although its kinda disgusting bt duno y i gt no feeling...kinda enjoy pulling the intestines xD
afta washing the chicken have to put it in a plastic bag..n end of kitchen class gor today..
tmr only cook the chicken n serve people..
afta class went to chnge n went to library n discuss thinking skills assignment..
was still early afta finish disgusting so stayed there n do my another assignment =.=
n the computer in the library was so damn slow..
used 1 hour to do the assignment n only get to finish 2 slides of powerpoint..
stupid com..stupid internet..paid rm300 evry term to the library
n tis is the kind of service v get??
suddenly realized the importance of laptop...but den.. im poor so no money buy laptop >.<

haiz...mid term assessment coming soon ad la..
but still not yet study...can die ad =.=

2009-08-10T20:11:00.005+08:00

6/8/09

had housekeeping class today...n v learnt bout making beds..
so many steps to rmb n have so many layers..
by the time v finish making the bed..the whole body pain n tired =.=
den afta v presented our presentation class was dismissed at 10am
lazy lecturer...tskk...teach us longer canot wan meh?
afta class went to the library with vicky n suraya coz ntg to do...
den v got so bored v keep taking pics in the library
around 11 sth went down to the mamak to wait till 12 for the lunch service..
it was so hot n time passes so damn slow..
1st time waited so impatiently for the service..
finally 12pm came..me, jessie n kyalin went in n jian was our server..

tada...jian =D

kyalin =D

the big watery eyes-jessie =D

1st thing served...the mocktail...

Tropical breeze..

the hard n bitter bread =.=

appertizer was prawn cocktail..taste quite nice la...at least eatible =p
main course was chicken with gravy..

main course..
found tis wen cutting the chicken...
the chicken intestine or sth >.<>

got so bored wen waiting for the dessert..
so take pic of the surrounding outside where my classmates were...

the most obvious wan...sky >.<suraya...light not gd =.=

den was the dessert dat is made by jessie's group...

4gt wat dessert is tis >.<>

7/8/09

wat a suffering day...
morning was feeling ok wen going college..just a slight headache...
den during moral class was sitting infrnt of the aircond bcoz i thought ntg will happen...
n bout half an hour later started to feel very very cold even wen im wearing my jacket..
suddenly very tired n shivering...almost feel like vomitting ad..
den afta 2 hours of tahan n waiting for the lecturer to mark my attendance
i straighaway run frm the class to the toilet 3 floor below n vomitted
dats how i started to feel sick >.<> weird situation coz the lecturers were having meeting wit the students..
went to meet my frns n they call me to hav lunch wit them outside college so i follow lo...
got no appetite wen reached there so din eat
n while waiting for my frns to finish eating went to the toilet n vomitted again~ so suffering..
frns frm other class oso ask how i m.. but my classmates just leave me there
n went to their frns at another table...tskk
canot tahan ad so called mum dat im not feeling well so she called me to sit ktm home
ktm!!! where all the bacteria are =.= but den waited half n hour at the college ktm station...
n i asked my frn wat happen during class
n they told me the class suppose to end at 6 but den ended at 2.30...
which is the time i was waiting for the ktm ish....
if i've waited longer at the college den i will hav full attendance in PA class >.<
afta reaching my station mum fetched me to c doctor.. he so weird...
ask me got fever anot n i was tinking how the hell i noe?
i dun even hav a thermometer..
den i said mayb got fever he oni hlp me check my temperature =.=
wen taking medicine i oredi said to the doctor i got headache n flu
n the nurse din giv any of these medicine to me..i hav to ask for it >.<
reached home slept awhile den at nite parents went out n i hav to jaga my bro... luckily im feeling better ad so i can walk ad if not got sth happened i oso duno xD
den i got so bored so i took pic of my med =p

sanitizer given by the doc

my medicines which costs rm50 =.=

2009-08-09T17:30:00.003+08:00

28/7/09
afta boring food science class was restaurant (AT)
present about coffee..but my group so call cha la coz din make coffee n let others drink =.=
i hate coffee anyway >.<
den mr alex made irish coffee for us to drink...
mix a little bit of whiski,coffee n some well beaten milk...
its taste ok la...the whiski kinda strong coz i swallowed it too fast..almost burn my throat>.<
calvin cant taste the whiski so sky poured a cup of whiski for him n his face turned tomato
luckily he didnt get drunk =.=

wen i went to the kitchen to put bak the stuff v took earlier
went to curi makan at 1 of the group
luckily chef din scold =p

from tis...

look at the table...drippling of caramel..o.O

to tis.. YUMMY!!! =D

29/7/09

restaurant service no.2
another kelam kabut day..haiz...
the same thing happened...4gt to do tis n dat...
n i got the service sequence wrong..aarrggghh!!!
got nervous afta my guest arrived..
but luckily din dropped cutleries tis time...my guests are very good..
they sort of finish their meal so i dun need to sweep much =D
luckily evrytime i go in kitchen i found sylvia...
so i keep asking her for hlp.. thx again sylvia =D
bad luck for tis time coz.. i made a mistake wen serving chicken to the guest n mr alex saw it
n he corrected me...so beh song ad =p
wen he left i straighaway sweep the french fries to my guest's plate...lazy to take the fries using service gear =.=
afta my guests left den finally i relaxed...
went to kitchen to hlp out n curi makan =D
cutleries gone missing again n so lucky they found it!!! better than us last time..
they found it in a very disgusting place..which is at the dustbin by the basin!!
3 cheeers for sean hu sacrifise his hand!! =)

ish!! nxt service class is my turn to b manager...
stress ad lu...zzz

2009-08-09T12:44:00.006+08:00

bout 1 month din update ad...zzz
evrytime din update sure got sum1 asked me to update =.=

16/7/09

class was at 8am 2day n unluckily i missed my 7.15 train so i waited till 7.35
n in my mind i keep telling myself...sei lo late for class ad...1st time!!
den wen i reached setiajaya station i straighaway run all the way to annexe..
luckily mr anthony haven reach yet..ish..made me run so fast..
me n zee got very bored so v went to hide inside 1 of the classroom

zee getting 'punched' by me..ngek ngek

den suraya n vicky came n join us to n she go n scare me by saying got a 'girl' standing at the end there...n she went to off the light..
duno y i noe she's joking but i keep screaming like a baby
calvin n the others came in n said i was screaming too loud..outside oso can hear>.<
finally at 5 mins to 9..mr anthony came..he thought our class was at 9am =.=
n he let us go bout 10 sth..wat the...? so fast...
have to wait till 12pm for michelle's lunch service...
so got like 2 hours free time till 12..
me n n zee went to the pool centre at lvl 7..too bored ad..
n still i haven really improve yet..still suck in tis game =D

1st time went there n no1 around...
even the air is more refreshing =.=

finally at 12pm...went to lescoffier to have our lunch
n mich's lecturer is so strict...suddenly i realize mr alex is better =p
appetizer was sth salad la...din really eat it coz i dun like salad...
main course is grilled fish wit duno wat sauce..it taste really nice...
the sauce is better than our sauce..less oily...
dessert was some 'very hard to cut' pie
n i made michelle get scolded by her lecturer bcoz of some things..
oops!!sorry hehe

the 'hard to cut' pie =p

bout 1.30 went to our maths class...n the lecturer was late >.< again
n the guys are playing duno wat sort of game..

1st...sean attacked joel frm the corner

den..sean was trying to pull joel to the door..

lastly, sean went in b4 joel n end of 'fight' =.=

4gt wat they were doing =.=

derrick n joel arm wrestling...4gt hu win =p

went to watch harry potter n half-blood prince at nite...

but den its abit boring la..quite dissapointed =(
n kinda sad too...i din read the storybook so i duno wat happen
n dumbledore died.. sad =(

22/7/09
another kitchen service n 2day we're cooking chicken!!!
ytd molested n taking the disgusting things out from the chicken
n 2day we're gonna cut it n eat it muahaha xD
i so kelam kabut 2day again...i keep asking for sylvia's hlp coz she bside me =D
for appetizer v have to prepare prawn cocktail..
n wen i cut the lemon duno how tercut my finger ad >.< 1st time cut my finger!!
oo!!! at least better than guys.. guys cut their fingers more easily than girls =p

anyway.. bak to preparing the chicken...

how the chicken look like afta taking it out from the oven??
i 4gt =p

n i learned how to cook french fries today!! finally!! =D
but i kinda 4gt abit how 2 cook it..ish..stupid.. should've write it down=.=
den at around 12 start preparing prawn cocktail..n v curi makan the prawn coz got extra..
n it tastes so nice!!! oolala =p
afta dat v got the chance to taste our own chicken n it taste nice too!!
it may look abit raw but anyway there's always time for improvement =D

wat a busy but fun day!! phew!~

2009-07-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

ytd cacated timetable gave us 5 hours break...
got ntg 2 do at college so went to zee's house..
her condo so big leh...wat oso need use card wan...even go to the lif oso need use card >.<>.<

the outside of zee's condo

class at 3.30 but oredi reached college at 2 sth...
so boring so went portals to check result n......
luckily i passed!! i no need to repeat term 1!! yay!! 3 cheers for me!! xD

2day new intake students' orientation...
got ntg 2 do so went to help out for uniform measurement...
i was so so busy coz i so stupid go n hold the XS n S size shirt...
so most of the ppl oso come to me to try on the shirt >.<
ish...if i hadnt hold dat 2 shirt den i would b so free den i can go for campus tour!!
which i so desperately wanted coz i wan walk around..dun wanna stand there n look at gals =.=
alot of students from indonesia...only like 2 out of 10 ppl is malaysian lo...
n i keep changing my language frm english to malay den mandarin while talking to them >.<

finally..at 4 sth finished my duty...so tired..but at least got rewarded wit ice lemon tea =D
went to bro's skol at 5 sth..mum oredi there...
n she bought all these things just now at sumwhere which i duno where =.=

pig,rabbit n porcupine 'bao'
so cute rite? =)

it looks KINDA cute..so took pic of it..

UHU!HU! tis shop got 50% discount 2day so mum went to buy..
n it was so so delicious!! =)

my fav cheese thingy..bcoz it has smiley on it =D

a very tired day!!!! =.=

2009-07-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

5/7/09 (cincai update =D)

went midvalley to go shopping again...
but tis time is so so boring n so damn many people..haiz..sunday wad..expected la..
so din buy much stuff 2day...so sad =(

anywayz the shopping theme of midvalley was sth sth monster...
so evrywhere oso can c monsters..fake wan lu of coz...

pictures taken at the garden's club..too free ad >.<

some of the monsters in midvalley...

6 /7/09

term 2 started 2day...so damn boring n tired >.<
class ended at 5.30... haiz...
suddenly i wished im still having holidays now...
holiday is so relaxing n enjoying...
college is the total opposite =(
1st day of term 2 den oredi got 2 assignment!!
both oso have to do role play..so hard...
must start 2 be serious tis term ad...haiz..pressure pressure...

8/9/09

having restaurant service class 2day... so tired....
only slept for 4-5 hours last nite..
my sister n her friend was my customer...
was hoping so much dat i can do my service nicely...
but..dissapointed in myself la..
wen clearing table..cutleries dropped twice ad..so embarrassing>.<
den keep 4getting tis n dat...do evrything in a kelam kabut way...
nvm...must do better nxt time ad =D(comforting sendiri xD)
class finished at 2 but oredi damn tired la..leg pain summore..
almost fall asleep in ktm while going home...so lonely 2day coz some1 din go 2 skol =(

10/9/09

2day is our dearest vicky's bday..
went to sunway to celebrate but v were late...so in the end just went kfc to celebrate lol
zee n fiona were there 1st so they went to buy a small cake for her..

pictures taken at kfc..

at 1.45 quickly rushed bak to college to attend last class of the day...
profesional activity class..a plan event kinda class...longest class ever
from 2pm-6pm oso the same subject >.<
haiz.. only 1st week of term 2 n it oredi start to suck

2009-07-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

3/7/09

went shopping today!! isetan sales!!! yay!! =D

reached the gardens around 10 sth
went 'COACH' to window shopping..
saw 1 bag damn nice!! but costs rm 1070!! so mum dun wanna buy for me =(
i use evryday ma..so consider worth it la if 100o+..hymph!!
anyway went to isetan afta dat..
its actually kononnya sales lo..
the discount for bags are only 20-30% lidat
summore some things no discount wan..haiz..

afta dat went to robinsons to look for shoes
coz som lecturer not satisfied wit my shoe so have to buy a new wan
but hard to find shoe coz i hav a weird feet >.<
den me n mum went to the gardens club to register for the card...

the fountain at the gardens club

one of the sport car of the roadshow at the gardens
take frm the top..dats y it look so small

finish shopping at 5 sth den went home to let bro bath
den went leisure mall to watch ice age 3!!! =D

the movie is soooo damn hiliarious!! got 1 part i cant stop laughing
even the guy behind me is laughing so loud n hard till he choke..
tis movie more funny than part 1 n 2..
so any1 hu's reading tis post now should go n watch tis movie!!
if not nice den can come n spam my chatbox =)

-quick update-

2009-07-04T16:50:00.004+08:00

25/6/09

watching transformers with ariff 2day...
movie starts at 11.30 but 6.30 i oredi woke up..
den went 2 hav breakfast wit parents at jln imbi pasar..
went to buy stationaries n printer while waiting time to pass by
n bought until rm400++
i saw the bill i oso O.O

around 10 went pavilion to meet up with ariff..
saw the cinema employees exercising at the cinema b4 10am =.=
luckily the morning show not full...weekdays ma..nobody will wanna watch morning shows except ppl like us =D

overall the movie is so damn nice!!!! but optimus died too fast la..
alot of action..coollll!! -.-"
afta the movie went to eat but in the end eat at the very expensive food court
den went to meet up with elvira coz miss her too much ad XD
meet her at ts..wasted rm1.20 to go there =.=

elvira din change much la..still like to act innocent =p
walked to lrt with them..but i din take the same train wit ariff..
hav to go bro's skol to fetch him =.=

ariff =D
he look so sohai in tis pic =p

haiz..another day ending with a boring afternoon n night xD

30/6/09

2day is just another boring day
woke up early morning to go dad's office just to type some stuff...

den went to bro's skol during his lunch time coz my mum scared he sick >.<
afta dat went to klcc while waiting for my bro to finish skol..

outside view of klcc.. taken frm kinokuniyaopera cake...

din buy any stuff at klcc..
just bought a cheese cake dat is very very nice which i like it wen i was younger xD

yummy cheese cake =D

1/7/09

going dating 2day!! but of coz not with boyfriend le.. sadly i dun hav boyfren yet..
im going dating with michelle!!=D
met up with her at sungei wang den we walked around the whole building to look for her vest den went to pavilion to c whether there's any nice movie to watch...
ntg 2 watch so v just watch drag me to hell

pictures taken in the cinema =D

overall the movie consider okokla.. some scenes doesnt make sense
like the part where the woman's eyes pooped out..
n the part where i find most funny is the actress having a nose bleed n the blood sprayed out at the boss..it wasnt funny while watching it..
but wen tink bak only realize its quite funny =.=

the new fountain outside pavilion..

den v went to ts since its just only 3pm
michelle wanted 2 go starbuck den i teman her till 4
went borders to read sth coz i have to go fetch my bro afta dat so hav to wait till 5 >.<

2009-06-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

ytd some lecturer asked me,zee n michelle to hlp her out 2day..
have 2 do ushering n some other stuff....
but turns out...i got not much to do...so another...sien day >.< at least im incharge of auditorium so i get to c the slides dat is playing in there... afta finish eating at MR 1 v gt ntg else to do so we went in n listen to the VIP's speech.. n it makes me wanna sleep =.=

half of the stage in auditorium

michelle looks bored too..kaka

bt zee looks so concentrated in wat the VIP is saying

MPH

v got really really bored so v went out and stand by...
waiting outside the restaurant to assist the VIP n lecturers to the restaurant..
there's only another half an hour till they will come out for lunch so v just sit around lazying >.<

hmm..wonder wat is she tinking bout =p
mich: im good at posing at the staircase =D
michelle wasnt looking at me wen im taking tis pic

so i turn her head to make her look at me =D
c..michelle is so excited dat zee is massaging for her =P
duno y zee is dancing..hmm..
mayb too excited to c me =p

afta ushering the VIP to the restaurant...v all oso get to eat inside the restaurant!! yay!!! xD
its a buffet but v only ate some coz we're leaving our tummy for yummy dessert!! =D

creme caramel, cream puff n brownies...

wine cupboard?

michelle is attacking her food!!! xD

shy zee =p

afta lunch v went to play pool...
i still suck in playing it =(

michelle..=)

haiz...gonna b boring these few days...
cant wait for transformers to be out!! =D

2009-06-22T22:02:00.007+08:00

ytd was campus day....
a very tiring + kinda boring day...
my duty for dat day is bring the families for a campus tour...
v expect it to be fun..but it turns out it can be sooo boring...
v were like looking at the families n in our mind v were thinking
'pls request for a campus tour..please!!!'
but still only 4 out of 10 families wants a campus tour..sad case..
even got family wants campus tour..another guy will take them...
he keep standing infront..like purposely dun wanna let us bring the family to campus tour =.=
wats his problem?? ish..

den mr khairul called me n zeeba to become usher...
n v kinda regretted going...coz its even more boring n hot than in the MPH
MPH at least can see ppl can chat..
but front office there...can only open door..n keep saying the same thing to different ppl...
finally i get to usher 1 family!!! luckily they were the friendly types..phew!~
afta dat me n zee went to find michelle n v went to have our lunch...
but then haiz...free lunch memang free lunch...
got rice,vege,a very small portion n egg n chicken only..
the vege not nice but got large portion, the egg nice but only small portion >.<

after break me n zee went bak to the campus tour booth...
n i get to take the family i took earlier for a campus tour!!! lucky me!! lol
but i only need to take them to the restaurant to have their lunch..
n den wen they went in...the mother suddenly asked me..
'u only bring us here?'
so i ans can bring them around oso.. den she said okla..bring us around the college
den a..she keep asking me things dat tak berkaitan wit the college wan..
'how old are u?'
'are u the eldest?'
'u got boyfriend a?'
n still got summore weird weird questions...
nvm..on the bright side..at least got topic to talk with tis parent..if not like too quiet =.=
but wen i told michelle n other friends bout it.. they said the mother like me n wan me b her menantu >.< zha dou...

bsides campus tour..v oso incharge of preparing bottles on the tables n kutip sampah
they r like treating us like slave..y those ppl so cacated wan??keep throwing rubbish evrywhere wen the rubbish bin is just right bside them??>.<
haiz..zhong ji..just sien la..

finally 5pm has arrived...n v quickly went to the student centre there to take our money!!!yay!!
RM40 only...but nvm la at least better than ntg wad =D

me n michelle =)

wei heng me michelle
im photo-shy..konon =p

me n jessie =)

the surrounding

taking pic of jessie taking pic of me xD

ariff look smart? =p

some cute guy in nxt booth

michelle is the stalker!! not me =D

me n jessie...wit effects by zee =D

wei heng n me =D

wei heng n michelle

me n darling brother ariff =D

group pictures =D

2009-06-18T19:23:00.002+08:00

holidays officially starts now!!! yay!!!
but wait..its holiday.. means it will be boring n more chances of mum n dad ordering me around right??? ohh no...im a lazy person!! i dun like house chores!! aaarrgg!!!

nvm nvm..v must always look at the bright side...
holidays means more time to hang out with darlings,dears,lao po,lao gong,brother,sista rite??
hmm..so wats new in the theatre n im ssooo will be interested to watch??

1)drag me to hell
2)TRANSFORMERS!!! (gonna b in theatre on june 24.. cant wait!!! =D
3) hmm...still thinking..

and there's another thing...it means i will be so damn free to watch bleach and hk and taiwan dramas.... ok...so got any nice taiwan drama to intro?anyone?

n the bad thing bout 2day is...
the term 2 timetable is out!!! everyone is complaining bout it...
msn, facebook... will see lots of ppl posting 'I HATE THE NEW TIMETABLE!!'
something lidat....
hmm...its college wad..there's no such thing as easy..
so i guess no matter how much i dun like the new timetable..
i still have to cope with it... dat is if i can go to term 2 *fingers crossed*
i dun wanna fail term 1!!!!! i just cant!!!
gosh...pressure ad >.<

haiz..1 day down 17 more days till term 2 starts...
going to term 2 makes ppl gets excited and stress at the same time >.<

2009-06-13T21:40:00.001+08:00

11/6/09

last kitchen class for tis term..huhu~~ sad..
last class is always the most fun class..
v get to serve real customers!! yay!! lol
so 2day i cut the fish for the 1st time in my life!! summmore its 2 big fishes!!
didnt take pic of it..didnt wanna get fish smell on my phone =D

v get to cut sea bass n sole....cool rite?? xD
since i 1st time handling such big fishes..i got kinda nervous n i was holding the fish with 2 fingers while cutting it... calvin keep asking me n elaine y are v holding the fish lidat lol
so kelam-kabut while cutting the fish.. me n elaine keep calling for sean's n calvin's help..
afta bout 1 hour of trying..finally finish cutting the fish like the lecturer asked to..
den the lecturer showed us how to prepare the appetizer-tomato salad..

the lect's tomato salad

nxt class was pastry class... n we get there the door is locked!! >.< style="text-align: center;">elaine so concentrating in wat the lect is saying =D

elaine: put me down!!!
calvin: i dont want to...muahaha

the lecturer's creme caramel

half of me n elaine's creme caramel

the creme caramel was so nice!!! yummy!!!=)
although our creme caramel might have get mixed up wit suraya's but nvm...
its almost the same anyway...
n lastly...group picture wit chef kartina..

*cheese*

12/6/09

serving customer 2day...get to let ppl taste our delicious cooking =D
anyway we're preparing..
appetizer...tomato salad..
main course..grilled fish wit lemon butter sauce..
dessert..creme caramel..

appetizer...

the waitress just took the salad to the restaurant for less than 5 minutes
den they came bak in wit the kitchen untouched salad..those guest are so wasting food >.<>
anyway our job is almost finished afta cooking main course..
so the lecturer call me decorate the creme caramel..but its not baked by us...

tada..yummy looking dessert

afta class went to register for the student helper thingy
n have 2 go meeting at 4pm..
wen b reached the class v were the 1st wan there =D

zee: ohh door...i love u so mucchhh...=D

michelle: how i wish he was here...*dreaming*

so excited bout sunday!!! my 1st campus day in tis college.. wyee!~ xD

2009-06-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

went bkt bintang wit zeeba n michelle 2day...
me n michelle brought zee around bkt bintang since she nvr really go b4..
went to sungei wang to meet them...so sweaty wen i reached there >.<
walked all the way under the hot sun from ht stn to there...

then v went pavilion to window shopping..
im broke..so cant buy anything even wen i saw so many nice things =(
den v went to ts to buy krispy kreme..
duno wat day is 2day...ts is full of malays...which is soooo unusual...
the bowling centre is flooded with malays...
almost as if only me n michelle is the only chinese there
v played 1 game of pool den v went arcade to play..
only zee n michelle played..im just standing there looking like an idiot...
den kai lynn call me n said she's in ts!!
i was so so happy!!! =D long time din c her ad..
so she came arcade n find me n v chit-chat for awhile only..

left ts at 4 sth...the most things v did 2day was walking n walking n walking...
so tiredddd >.<
den in the lrt dad called n ask me wanna watch monsters vs aliens anot..
so of coz i said yes since there's ntg to do even if i go home
the movie not bad le...at least got some part farnie...
but i got so frigging hungry during the movie!! =(

while waiting for zee to pay for her shirt..
me n mich camwhore at the counter mirror..

michelle n zee =D

me..taken frm zee's phone =D mich n me is the model for tis watch gallery haha =p

my face look so big in tis pic =.=my dream car =D (sort of)
took tis outside ts..zee nvr tried durian b4..so v brought her to eat tis durian pancake

monsters vs aliens

2009-06-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

6/6/09 & 7/6/09

woke up so damn early 2day to go kelong...sum place in johor but nvr go b4..
so going for tis trip even wen im having the final assessment bout 'the subject dat i hated most n yet have to concentrate more on' which is geography on monday...
im forced to go tis trip wen i dun really want to..
even wen im having the most annoying problem =.=
reached there at bout 8am den sit boat to the so call resort which is in the middle of the sea..
the place...isnt wat i expected..there's no showerhead in the bathroom n u can only enjoy the cool air of the fan at 7pm!!! so the whole afternoon was sweating like hell until the wind arrived..
n there's so damn many JELLYFISHES!!!!!
so crreeepppyyy....

while in the 'resort' was trying so hard to study geo but there's alot of distraction..
not distracted by handsome boys or girls (there isnt any for me to see >.<)
was getting distracted by ppl fishing..n those noisy ppl nxt door..
they were shouting happily just bcoz they caught a tiny weeny fish =.=
wasted the whole day just by seeing ppl fishing... i only get to read half of the chapter for the whole day!!! ish.....how can i get distracted by small but so-not-cute-fish??? uurrgghh!!

during the evening another boat fetched us to the beach...
n its the most un-fun beach trip i've ever went to...
i cant get too deep to the sea thanks to the jellyfishes >.<
n i keep getting bitten by sandflys...
wat do they want from me??y keep bugging me??!!
went bak to the crappy resort n bath..there's only the toilet seat, a pail of water n a pipe...ntg else...so unconvenient n the water is SOOOO COOOLLLLDDDD!!!
so not enjoying the bath =.=

had lunch,dinner n supper at the crappy place...
my gdness..each day will have breakfast,lunch,tea,dinner and supper....
if i stayed there for just 3 days i can definitely get fat for sure>.<

but den at nite was trying to sleep but the nxt door sampat fellas just cant keep their mouth shut wen its oredi midnite!!! there's tis fat woman keep talking non-stop...n the others are laughing along with her...there's so many place to chat but they purposely have to chat right next to us wen all of us is trying to get some sleep!!! aaarggh!!!! den my dad n aunt oso get beh tahan ad n they went out n scolded those sampat fellas... hahaha!!! in ur face!! a******s!!! bleekkk!!
den as if the nite isnt worse enuff i got bitten by another kind of bugs...
n its so friggin hot!!! no wind..cant feel the fan either!!! ishhhhh....
i seriously hate tis place!!!!!! im nvr gonna come tis place again no matter how much my mum forced me to!!

*breathe in breathe out* relaxx.....
on the bright side..at least i had fun fishing...although its just some small fish
its kinda my first time fishing really...so its kinda fun lo...
n u can enjoy natural air here...sky so bright n stars 'waving' at u during the night =)

on the way to the port..

the port from far..

pictures of the seaaa

in the boat.. sis n me =Dthe 'resort'

1st thing v saw in the sea..JELLLYFISHES

2nd thing v saw in the sea...small fishes =D
hmm..not a very clear view of the fishes =(

the room i stayed for 2 days

the big fish net >.<

outside the room my 1st fish of the day...

spot the tiny-weeny fish =Dmy bro caught it >.<look at the tail >.<caught tis while swimming at the sea..

proof bout the danger of playing in dat sea..
JELLYFISH!!

hmm..which is nicer?

sunset..preetttyyy =D

facing the sun

back facing the sun =)

some of the fishes caught during these 2 days

2009-06-05T16:10:00.000+08:00

ytd was last clas for housekeeping..2day is last class for front office..
so sad...tis is the most relax subject i've gone through..thx to the lect...
last assessment for the week...thank god =.=
did really well 2day..only subject i got confident to pass...
n i got 28+/30!! yay!! xD
afta class me n wei heng went hunting for food lol

den passed by lemongrass n mr alex called us n b group 6's guest..
wen v went in..half of group5 students are inside wit their chef uni n t-shirt..
hmm..i thought going in the restaurant have to wear formal??

ish..y so unfair?last week v serve invisible guest..n 2day they get to serve real guest??
nvm....maybe its a gd thing..nobody can c me embarassed myself >.<
v had tea n mocktail..no food..but im full just by drinking these stuff...

had to rush home again coz going johor tis afternoon..
haiz...gonna b so boring there..no phone line no astro no streamyx =.=

2009-06-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

gah...presentation for geography...was so nervous b4 the presentation >.<
our group present about australia..n the 1st ques the lecturer ask is bout our pic..
coz v put koala,kangaroo n other animals in australia...
luckily wen i present didnt say wrong words or do anything wrong...phew!~
den it was jessie's group turn to present...

jessie look so smart wit the blazer =D

den f&b theory got assessment... i still duno how 2 do even wen sum1 gave me tips...
4got almost evrything wen doing the exam..how pathetic..
so scared tis subject will fail la...aargh!!!!
hmm hmm...nvm..put dat thought aside...must tink positive!! =.=

anyway having dinner at pj hilton....got discount for buffet dinner=D
15 mins reached there from my house..so fast O.o
but den..its kinda dissapointed wit the food...
not much choice only =( evrytime i went to take food..oso end up taking the same thing>.<

there's mee,fish,cake n satay..
duno call wat fish..n oysters..

i used to hate oysters but duno dat day wats wrong wit me..i keep taking n eating oysters..
even my dad oso got beh tahan ad..keep calling me to stop eating dat =p

so few choices of food but still can eat till bao bao...

see..so few choices only..

the salt n pepper shaker so cute :D

n for dessert...lots n lots of ice creammm =D

ice cream wit lots of sprinkles n chocolates..yummy =D

the food not much choice but at least it doesnt taste bad oso la..
ate till so damn full..nearly canot walk lol

tmr got another assessment n im still so relax...
im gonna die tmr....>.<

last f&b class for tis term

2009-06-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

28/5/09

last applied tech class for restaurant....
got written assessment 2day...the 1st page..evrything i oso tembak wan >.<
din really study much bout dat part..
learnt bout POS...v were playing more like learning
coz its new stuff wad...so we were like small kids..fighting over the machine =.=
afta the class v went sunway to look for centrepiece..
all of us were running to calvin's car...v dont wanna sit sean's car coz got his ehem there...
in the end me,zee n suraya lost the fight so v had to sit sean's car =(
me n zee are like paparazzi!! tis is 1 of the pic i took keke

the other things sean did bsides concentrating on the road =p

v were looking for food again..some say wan tis some say want dat
we were standing there like a bunch of idiots or look like some students dat is going for a one-day tour at sunway =.=
so in the end v separated n me, zee,suraya,vicky n sky went to old town for lunch...
im broke just by eating dat set lunch >.<
afta dat went to look for our centrepiece...me n zee din buy anything...
im too broke to buy anything else..tsk tsk..

so me n zee just running around touching tis n dat...
n there's tis shop dat is quite fun...got alot of interesting stuff...
even got an automatic soap...coollll >.<
den v went another shop n we found a mini pacifier...

im still under the sucking-pacifier age =p
im 17+ n im still sucking pacifier...how chilidish rite? i noe =D

at around 4 sth v went bak college for the exam briefing thing =.=
its just a waste of time..the woman talked for half an hour bout sth i tink all of us noe about...
put ur bags aside during exam...do not cheat..write ur student id in the paper...blablabla..
anybody in the school or college world noe bout dat..no need to waste our time for these kind of thing rite? tsk tsk
thx to tis stupid thing...hav 2 bcum hamburger in ktm again =.=
i seriously want a car!!!! but my dad is scared of tis n dat...haiz...

29/5/09

last restaurant practical class means last day wearing restaurant uniform =(
so v started doing real stuff 2day...preparing tis n dat...serving 'invisible' guest...
evry1 is running here n there...n the lect starting to get angry ad..
by the end of the day...v served tea for ourself
n v sit there,relaxing n drinking tea=D best part of the day....

2 of them look like a beautiful couple enjoying lunch =p

tis day is the most tiring day of tis term
stand until leg cram, hold plates with ONE hand until hand gonna break ad..

term 1 restaurant class is suffereing enuff..
wonder how m i gonna continue term 2 n 3 n 4 5 6?

2009-05-31T19:32:00.000+08:00

26/5/09

geo class was cancelled...thank god...finally no need to go college so early on tues!!!
so v planned to go sunway n watch movie
went college at around 9 sth...still very early i noe >.<
pujuk sylvia to watch movie wit us n she said yes!! so glad!! lol
n sylvia so pretty 2day!! she's always pretty la...
but she look much more prettier wearing casual =D
so went to sunway by taxi...it costs rm7!!!! so expensive.... haiz..wat to expect le?
msia taxi driver eats ppl's money =.=

anyway v decided to watch night at the museum 2... it was so funny!!!
but the 1st wan better lu.. tis wan only some part funny....
the most funniest part is the star wars n the sesame street part...

den we went bak college for IT class...got assignments to do again~~~
afta class zee,fiona,elaine n me went to vicky's apartment...
the surrounding i so creeepppyyy!!
luckily no rats came running out or there will b screaming in my ear =p
den v bath n eat snacks in her house...n v play make up oso lol
all of them wearing dress except me!! =(

my lesbi partner =p only group 4 ppl und it hehe

at 6 sth we went college n along the way kena kacau by those weird fellas =.=
n wen v reached college realised we're kinda overdressed...
but den got some ppl wear even over than us
they wear dress like they're going prom...
hmm hmm..so not wit the theme of the day...

the decoration outside santa ines..so nice rite?

v were waiting outside sweating...waited for bout half an hour..
n they keep saying wanna go home~~

anyway the 1st thing v do wen v got in was grab a plate n spoon
n started grabbing the delicious looking food =D
den there's some activities going on but v didnt enter =(
n it was mr teh boon's bday!!! they sang eng version n chinese version or bday song for him lol
den v gila gila take pictures...

mr alex-our f&b lect

bak-me,vicky,elaine,fiona
frnt-jessie
michelle n me =)

den 1 of the activities are hula-hoop competition..DH33 vs DH30..
n 1 of the contestants are...jessie!!!=p

jessie =p

me n jessie

around 9 sth evry1 in my class oso left ad =(
so i hang out wit michelle n her friends...
den the hawaiian nite ended at around 10
n lastly....

group pic =)
mixed up class...group 1-9
im the only group 4 ppl there n half of the ppl in the pic i tak kenal wan =D

2009-05-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

21/5/09

hav to do turned vegetables for kitchen(AT) class today
turned until the hand oso cramped ad so v took the bowl n feel it wit ice n put our hand in it
n it feels so nice....n the 'childish' calvin started throwing ice at me n sean...
i keep having trouble turning the vegetables nicely n he keep kacau =.= ish...
so wasting of the vegetables... the carrot was very big b4 i cut it
den turned very small ad >.< most ="D">.<

only 7 of us lol..

den sean n wei heng sit at the chair..
n v all tinks dat they look like a married couple (malay wedding)
n wei heng look like the laksamana lol

heng(guy),sean(gal) =p

den elaine n me went to kacau them...

i look stupid =.=n sean look like lala wit dat pose =p

den wen the lecturer come v quickly stand at our station n act normal xD
n we're baking fruit tart today!! yay!!

while waiting for lecturer to give instructions..

1st..v have to mix the flour with our hands!!!

mixing/more like playing w it the flour =D

afta mixing the flour...

afta evrything is done including baking it to the oven...
it became this...

i noe the decoration not nice la..but no choice la..
coz v last minute only go take the fruits so dats all dat left...

the chef's tart

4gt whose tart tis is =.="

evry1's tart mix 2getha..

it was raining n ariff was waiting outside...i pitied him so i let him inside =p
n was seating there playing wit my phone and eating our pastry =.=
but at least he helped me n elaine cut the tart...

take pic wit ariff while elaine is cutting =D

n class dismissed..so on the way to locker...
i took picture wit ariff wearing the chef uniform!! kakaka finally!! xD

dun reali like tis pic...sky is a bad photographer!! =p

i like tis pic!!! ariff looks cute n i dont look weird..yay!! >.<

22/5/09

kitchen assessment 2day!! aargh...tension ad xD
the chef ask us to look for sth bout risoler ytd....wen i went yahoo n google to find it...
evrything is in french...how the hell m i gonna read it?? but luckily my groupmate found it...phew~
anyway...the assessment 2day is mashed potato,risoler n glazed vegetables...
calvin n sean did evrything n i oni do cutting shallot n mashing the potatoes...
den after the lecturer gave mark..v try it n it tastes so nice!!!!
wen i wanted to take picture..sean n calvin oredi eaten half of it =.=
other group didnt finish their mash potato but v finished evrything!! our plate is clean!!
tis proves how nice it is...*proud* no offence guys.. im just kidding hehe

den afta break was the oral assessment...
i tink i got all correct bout the ways of cutting vegetables..
but the 2 ques dat the lecturer asked i oso duno how 2 ans leh =(
afta dat v can go home ad...so class finish at 12 sth...so unusual o.O

2009-05-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

18/5/09

got bak my geografi paper today..
n as expected i din get gd marks!! kakaka
i got study den no exam..i din study den sure got exam wan..
cacated betul~
nvm nvm must gambateh for my finals!!! i dun1 to repeat term 1!!
i dun1 c dat lect again i hate tis subject!! aargh!!

he let us go early so all of us including other classes students
all oso go library study for the exam later!!!
1st time c all 3 clas in library xD

during F&B theory class the lecturer give us 2 gd news!!
1 is dat our exam isnt 2day!!
n 2nd... there will b a party nxt tues!! special for hospitality term 1 students lol
no outsider..so shock a =p

but den...business tourism no gd news..
still have 2 exam... n all the ques i read b4 ad...but got some i 4gt the ans!!!
aargh!! so frustrated dat time!!!
but in the end i gave up trying 2 rmb the ans.. i just tembak >.<
so tired 2day...tmr hav 2 wake up extra early coz need go wet market do assignment...
cacat =.=

19/5/09

purposely woke up at 5.30 2day bcoz have 2 take the 1st train
evry1 call me meet them 7am at college but i sit the worst train in msia
so canot meet la have to sit ktm to subang jaya den waste rm3 for the taxi
i was wearing taylor's t-shirt n all the taxi driver was like 'sini pergi taylors punya!! '
den i ask which taylors
he said main campus..lol so surprise..they oso noe which is main campus >.<
den luckily the taxi driver use the back road so i straighaway reached the wet market..
phew...im not late!! hehe reached there ngam ngam 7.30 =D
n hor got 1 cute little kitten welcoming me leh!!

see...so cute.. i noe the pic very blur >.<

kitten: miao~wat is dat?
its zeeba's feet!! lol

wen i went in its kononnya wet market lo..
not wet oso wan...so drrryyyy >.< n hor..not like the wet market i use 2 go leh..
nobody shout wan... so quiet n not much ppl wen its oredi 8 sth =.=
not 'riuh rendah' wan...
the teachers always describe us like we're at pasar so noisy...
but now proves dat the teachers are WRONG!! xD

anyway we're suppose to ask the hawkers wat is tis how much is tis n evrything
but all of dat v oso din do...v just walk over there pretend to look den take pic
n v even skipped 1 section din do >.<

den v all went out stand there taking picture n looking at the shitS on the floor =.=class picture (minus elaine n sky)

afta all the other groups done wit their survey ad v took group picture..
n the lecturers went bak college
while v all go makan while studying at the mamak

went bak to college wit sean's car.. i purposely sit infrnt coz dun1 sempit behind
kakakaka i so evil =.=
reached class ad evry1 take out their notes n read read read...
n again during the exam i rmb i got study it b4 n still i cant ans >.<
stupid la..y i so 4getful wan ish...

afta class v spent 3 hours in the library
1st time since college start.. we're stayin at college during break time on tues...
den went to computing class doing another project
haiz... y computing so many stuff 2 do wan??

2009-05-28T19:10:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog lately..
i busy playing facebook while doing assignments so no time update >.<

14/5/09

2nd housekeeping class...another fun class oso coz evry1 so high esecially zeeba..
coz evry1 ate lots of chocolates n sweets while waiting the lecturer to open the door...
whenever the lecturer asks questions bout wats in the toilet..
zeeba will keep shouting the ans n jumping while sitting on the bed..lol

den the lect call the guys to go toilet n see wats there around the bathtub...
n all the gals go to the window n take pic except me >.<
aiya...i should have take pic of wat the gals were doing la..haiz..

wen its our turn to go in the toilet n observe tis n dat..

v noticed the guys are laying on the bed with a very gayish posture...

look at calvin =p

see..even the lect oso follow the posture ad xD

took tis while we're sitting bside them..

all of us dun dare to sit at the bed they were laying on lo
coz its only for 'gay' lol =p
den class finished at 4 sth n dat ariff call me belanja him drinks at the duno wat wat thing at MPH >.<
oni find me bcoz he no money..other times dun find me wan..
hany tau main wit jessie saja >.<

2nd 5 hours outing!! =D

2009-05-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

geo clas ended so fast 2day^^
den afta clas wen v went outside..the seniors call us 2 go auditorium
2 c miss malaysia n 1st runner up 2008 O.O
but din take any pic la..sat too far behind ad =(
den the program got kinda boring
so v left the auditorium n 7 of us sit calvin n sean's car 2 sunway..

den wen v reached there..v wasted 1 hour by searching places 2 eat =.=
its either expensive or the food not nice..
evry1 got their own opinion lol..
finally..they decided 2 go gasoline..

the photographer so cacated wan..cant c zee n vicky =.=
the guys without specs =D
evry1 says dat wei heng look so hot!! lol

afta dat elaine n vicky keep stopping at evry shop..lol
me,wei heng n suraya just sit outside the shop while they were shopping
luckily evrywhere oso can sit..if not..leg can break ad >.<
at around 2 sth have 2 leave ad coz lazy wei heng havent finish his computer assignment yet..
n v did something terrible!! v left zeeba at sunway
n v oni realized it until v reached college..
coz evry1 thought she's at the other car n she din call us so v assume she's wit us =.=
SORRY ZEE!!! v dun mean to!! =(
wen the guys fetched zee bak 2 college den she emo
v all so worry her leh.. keep apologize but not successful =(
she still unhappy..but cant blame her le its kinda our fault..

went home wit bad mood coz of some fella!!! ish..
n of coz bcoz of zee...

2009-05-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

omg...got 2 presentation 2day!!!
1st is computer... presenting bout my powerpoint slides..
n i did bout my college classmates =D
den the lect said not bad..phew!~ luckily lo..

anyway..nxt clas is the clas i dun reali like much..
geografi!!! =p
n the lif rosak so hav 2 climb stairs again..cilaka!!~
wen v enter the class evry1 said the geo lect told them assessment is tmr
so v all relax ad den few mins later...
the lect said..'clas, please keep ur books away..we're gonna hav assessment now'
den v all like..wth???
y lie 2 us?? got assessment 2day mai say 2day lo
y go n say its tmr??!! wat tis lect like tis de??

haiz..i din study much so main tembak again >.<>.<

me presenting =D

but at least 2day not boring la..
v keep chit chat n laugh n taking pics while waiting the lect 2 cum..

omg..y sean put his hand behind calvin??=p

elaine,vicky,me,suraya =)

business tourism lect told us nxt week got assessment =(
aargh!! i hate assessment!! hu invented assessment?
tis is not a gd invention!! xD

2009-05-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

2day is my 2nd restaurant applied tech clas..
purposely reached there early early bcoz sean asked me 2 =.=
afta they finished eating went to classrom 24..opposite mock-up restaurant..
stupid digi...underground no line..
so many ppl find me lo =p
at 11 went to the class n while waiting for the lect 2 come..
v practice napking folding n take pics!!! lol

i so rajin=p

elaine n me =)

noob sean =p
zee n me =)

act pro =p

vicky,suraya,calvin,me,wei heng

poor zee..got blocked by me n elaine..purposely =p

group photo..wa.. the effect so nice =D
y evry1 went 2 the left side??lol

den v got very noisy coz v keep laughing non-stop
n the nxt door lecturer came in n asked
'are u guys having class here?'
'where is ur lecturer?'
'can u guys quiet down?i cant hear my own voice nxt door!!'
n v all like =.= dat lect so fierce wan??
lol..but few mins later our lect came in ad..
den he told us tis clas no need wear uniform
me n elaine reaction was..0.0 wat?!
he last class ming ming said need 2 wear uniform de lor..
now suddenly say no need..cilaka betul!! =.=
anywayz..2day just do bak wat v learnt last class..
so sien..=p

omg tmr got restaurant assessment!! wth??
2nd clas oredi got assessment..not cool!!xD

2009-04-30T18:56:00.000+08:00

took tis in the locker room=D

2day is the class i've been waiting for so long!! kitchen and pastry class!!
went 2 subang there coz sis wan 2 pay semester fees
afta dat around 9 sth went 2 my college n hang out wit michelle coz my classmates haven arrived yet=.=
den around 10 sth went 2 the locker room to change to our chef uniform..
busy taking pics till late for class ad lol..
luckily the lecturer haven start teaching yet..
so while waiting for the lecturer to come back we took pictures wearing uniform...

i look weird wearing tis uniform=.=

learnt the different ways of cutting vegetables
partner wit dat pembuli calvin =.=
dun1 2 teach me how 2 cut..lan ba bei there =p
finished cutting n cleaning at 12 sth
the lecturer teached a few things den clas dismissed..
afta lunch is pastry clas!! can do baking!!yay!! very excited lol..

elaine,me,fiona n sylvia^^

the lecturer is chef kartina!! she so kind n friendly..
n we're gonna make eclair 2day...
suppose 2 partner wit calvin den i said i dun1 him
den he go partner wit zeeba..
poor her =(
so i partner wit my dearest elaine hehe

afta getting evrything we need den v start doing the eclair
have 2 keep pouring stuff in the bowl n keep stirring it
stir until my hand wan 2 come out ad =.=

stirring...

afta stirring till its even n soft
den the lecturer came 2 check our work n she said me n elaine's is the best =D
den v stuff the mixed stuff to the piping bag n v made it to tis...

some cacated shapes are mine =)

CR so concentrating...

den v bring it to the oven...n while waiting for it 2 b ready
v made the icing of the eclair
n the greedy wei heng went to take a whole teaspoon of it

mr greedy wei heng aka CR =p

wei heng's group eclair..so many shapes..lol

the icing...

n our masterpiece is done!!smell so nice!! =D

vicky, suraya,fiona n sylvia's eclair..

me n elaine's eclair..

mr greedy no.2-calvin aka mr shaddap n slap u =p

wei heng's not sucessful coz too much butter =(

fiona n elaine=D
me n elaine

me,fiona and elaine =D

fiona,elaine,me =p
darling n me =)

me n fiona =)

me n zeeba=)

me n vicky..wit sky kacau-ing behind =)

monkey u!! block me n zeeba!! =(

group picture but without sean =(

afta cleaning n da bao the eclair went 2 locker room 2 chnge while waiting 4 ariff n don..
wait them for half an hour =.=
on the way 2 the station the train come ad so missed the train >.<>

he more tired than me =(

afta 15 mins the train come ad..den those 'well-mannered' ppl keep pushing
n full ad so v cant go in...ish...
den wait again lo...3rd train cacat..full till ppl cant go in=.=

prove dat its full =p

nvm..v patient so wait again..
den...... tis train damn babi!!
go n stop halfway den oni ppl at the bak can go in >.< dat time almost reach 7 lo!!
suppose to go pavilion hav dinner wit family
den my dad called n tell me they finish eating ad O.O" gik sei!!!
wat they eat? TONY ROMA!!!! thx 2 the stupid idiotic ktm i cant eat there!!!
luckily can get up the nxt train reached kl sentral at 7.30
while waiting for the seremban train den.. *deng deng deng*(the announcement sound)
''the train to seremban will be delay for HALF AN HOUR"
wen me n ariff heard it... v damn gik ad>.<
since v dun1 2 wait so v go sit putra
den the queue 2 buy ticket so damn long n the machines oni accept coins!!!!
luckily found 1 dat can accept dollar..
so ariff went down at masjid jamek n i went down at jelatek
dat time 8 sth ad =.=
1st time!!! i waited at the college ktm station for 2 whole hours~~~
luckily mum got da bao tony roma for me if not i duno eat wat >.<

pasta in polystrene =.=

i'll will b able 2 eat it properly if not bcoz of the KTM!!!!
aargh!! ruined my good mood!!

i f***ing hate the ktm now!!!

2009-04-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

went to pavilion wit sis 2day..
walked frm ht stn to pavilion
passed by sg wang so went in 2 shop awhile but got ntg 2 buy~
window shopping den went to look for things 2 eat
went 2 sakae sushi n sis ordered lots of sushi n i just order rice..

y dun hav the frog? =.=

the com upgraded to touch screen ad o.o

green tea wit roasted rice o.o

duno wats tis but it taste nice =D

salmon sushis

chawanmushi..my fav =)

it looks like a house..so cute =p

soft shell crab =)

my rice =)

afta lunch went shopping at vincci at the bintang circle..
bought alot of stuff n it costs rm70+ 0.0
at 3 sth went 2 red box plus sing k..

saw tis aquarium on the way to the room..
n i saw...

dory!!!=p
the microphones =.=

honey lemon =p

lemon coke..

finished at 6pm n v walked to ts to buy some stuff..
on the way to krispy kreme saw kenny,kelvin n chin heng
n kelvin said me n my sis look alike =.="
krispy kreme there so many ppl leh...
but at least faster than jco lo..
few mins later then reached our turn ad..n got free 1 doughnut summore!! cool!!~

lots of ppl in the line 0.0

so many doughnuts in it 0.0

sugar icing 0.0

glazzy..it tastes so nice!!!!

went home afta dat..reached home bout 7 sth..
n mum cooked dinner..ate so full till no more space to eat doughnut ad >.<
i 4gt to take pic b4 my sis ate it!!!=.=
nvm nvm..nxt time i must rmb 2 do it!! =p

tmr is my pastry clas!!! yay!!finally!!
wonder wat r v gonna bake tmr.. cant wait!! =D

2009-04-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

got bak the geografi paper 2day..
n i wrong all the ques!!! hahaha expected la
den dat 'smart' lecturer go n tell evry1 the things dat i've wrong
n evry1 laughed.. he so damn bad lo..ish...

afta break is the world cuisine clas
my 'hardworking' lecturer wan 2 wait for the onli lif there so he late for clas>.<
so wat do v do?? handphones..=.=

im a lesbian =p

fiona, elaine, me

nxt...business in tourism =.=
duno y i hav 2 study dat oso...
n presentation >.<

the gal looks so concentrated 2 wat calvin sayin =p

random pics xD

i hate monday classes!!! its so not fun!!! =.=

2009-04-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

yay yay...
finally the day has arrived...
im watching coming soon 2day...
i oso duno y i so excited.. hmm.. mayb coz tis movie is famous among my frns?lol
asked alot of ppl 2 watch wit me but den sum say scared sum say not free >.<
so in the end jus the 3 of us..

the cinema is so freaking cold~~~
keep laughing during the movie
coz its funny xD
but got some part scary oso le..
like jian said its a comedy horror..lol
i seriously laugh n yawn more than scream
dissapointed~
afta dat went to the gardens food court 2 hav lunch

can c the view outside frm where im sitting>.<

eelaine & jian =)

checking 4 broken nails? =p

went 2 wait 4 ktm at the stn...n really..malaysians are so..."well mannered"
too many ppl pushing me frm going in so i missed 2 trains>.<

2009-04-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

1st frnt office clas 2day...
the lecturer not bad..not the fierce type.. phew!~
the bad thing is...its friggin cold in the clas!!!! >.<
anywayz...tis clas quite interesting le.. its less boring compare to geografi =p
break at 11 sth...n v went 2 drink bubble tea coz zee wanted 2 try it..
fiona bought grape but wen i try it its soooo sweet~
taste like grape juice oni..ntg special..
bak to the frnt office clas n v were hyper again!!
me n elaine are the lesbian guest n zee is the receptionist n v play acting again!~
den v tried to log in the computer n it actuali works!!xD
lecturer came in n v stop playing ad =.= called us 2 ans 100 things in the hotel...
n v managed to ans onli 45 things till the clas end..
afta clas went 2 find ariff n he was sleeping!!so cute~
aiya..too bad din take his pic =p look 4 eevon to go main campus n find my buddies..
went to have lunch at the restaurant opposite TBS wit shwu ling n her sis
met up wit chi leong,my best buddy frm MBS =D he tanned ad..lol
4gt 2 take pic wit him again..ish!!!!~ finally bout 1 hour later hui jing n veevien arrived...
they keep chit-chatting n im not in the conver~ so i play wit my camera phone lo~

hui jing aka my dai shou =p

leng lui veevien=D

went starbucks lepak afta dat =.="
suppose 2 reach around 5 mins
but v took 15 mins >.<

dai shou act cute orh??hehe =p

duno playing wat =.="

shwu ling n me =D

smileee =)

i shy =p

u wan a piece of us??haha xD

normal pose? =D

0.O & =P

shock sendiri =p

eevon aka sai wun po n her drink haha

anyway..around 4 sth evry1 left except me n my other frn..
so since ntg 2 do he bring me around main campus..
so unfair leh..the main campus computer lab, library, eating places n alot of more oso better than us >.<
afta dat walked duno how long under the sun onli reached edwards's car
i almost sunburnt =.=
reached home safely bout 5 sth so tiredzzz....

2009-04-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

clas starts at 2.30 n im oredi at college at 12.30...
i love college too much till i arrived damn early
went to find don n his gang
saw ariff n he act cool..
i talk 2 him den he ignored me >.<
went 2 the eca office 2 sign up for the student council...
1st time went there..
walked till leg wan patah ad =.=
there got astro!!
but the control cacated wan..i press tis den i got another thing...
the sofa so comfortable..
gt a student can still sleep soundly even though v damn noisy!!!

the onli guy dat willing 2 look at the camera..

tan wit the guitar...

the eca office is BORING!!
got ntg 2 do de... astro ntg 2 watch dat time
n i wanted 2 sleep oso cant
i keep walking here n there>.<
should not have stayed here..regretted xD

little baby chef sitting on a cradle=p

played uno stacko n at 2 sth went 2 clas wit fiona...
its the housekeeping practical clas!!!
waited for the lecturer 2 cum n.....
we're surprised wen v saw the lecturer... he's gd looking n young!!! =p

did introduction n he gave us assignment >.<
but luckily its a very easy wan...
so he gaves us 1 hour 2 go n get information bout our project
den my group members went eca...
duno y...n my CR lie at the sofa there watch football =.="
i keep wanting 2 turn off the tv..but i gd ma so i din choi him xD

went bak to the clas n v went 2 explore the room....
1st...test the bed!!(test whether its bouncy anot =p)
2nd...the toilet
3rd...the cart
n so on....

den calvin n wei heng sot sot dei ad..
keep hugging each other on the bed..
my phone camera slow..
so tak dpt take pic of their gayness haha
n wen calvin's group wanna practice their play
they went 2 the toilet
v all ''paparazzi'' take pic frm the window..
finally!! evry1 noe how 2 high after so many days!!

presentation time....
wen i present...i sux....
i duno how 2 talk xD
but then zee's group so funny...
their acting can say very gd haha
1st clas dat makes us get so high!!yamie!!
wish there will alot more of tis kind of clas haha

3rd week of the term..

2009-04-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

2day like evry other tues.... start at the same time ends at the same time..
got geografi, room division(t) and IT clas..
bt the difference between 2day n last time is...
the geografi lecturer locked 2 of my clasmates out coz they are late...
n he put at the attendance list there 'absent'
all of us just O.O n wth?

n he suddenly gave us exam!!! den evry1 very nervous

including me!! coz i dun study...n i duno anything bout maps so just main hentam oni >.<
n the emt thingy i onli noe how 2 do 1 ques the ques is..
if london is 5pm wat time isit in malaysia?
n wat i did was press my watch n go to the london time den count bak to malaysia time...
i noe i very free =p

suppose 2 have jessie's pic...but den leh got SOME TOO FREE NTG 2 DO PPL wanted 2 print her pic so i have 2 delete it..later she hate me =(

jessie n me =D

nama dia ialah..sky haha

zee n fiona =)

got 3 hours break after the room divison clas
so afta lunch i went 2 the library 2 find my clasmates n discuss assignment
do till halfway den elaine, fiona n zee read my blog =.=
looking at the post dat got calvin n v keep laughing
2nd blog v read is sean's blog...
n his sis is..... a model n tv host!!O.O
unbelievable...no wonder they call him un*****ar model =p
den v logoff n wanted 2 watch dvd
but den locked ad so v just go 2 the nxt room n lepak inside
v did some stupid things...
1st...tic tac toe wit zee!!
2nd...bingo!! haha
wat 2 do??v bored until play childhood games hehe

elaine n me =)

blurry pic of zee n fiona =D

last clas is computing n wen v enter the room.....
like sauna!!
hot!!
den the lecturer wan us 2 do assignment
n the computer hang =.="
so angry ad....no ac n the computer hang... wth???
but luckily finished on time >.< style="text-align: center;">oh n don made tis=D

group 4 outing!! wyee!~

2009-04-15T07:27:00.000+08:00

my clas starts at 8.30 2day n i hav 2 go college alone..
1st time dun hav my big brother wit me haha..
anyway afta the not so interesting geografi clas...
my clasmates decided 2 go n watch movie during dat 5 hours break..
n v suceeded in calling the guys 2 cum wit us
so dat v can jimat our taxi fare=p
den..v walked 2 the parking lot where sean n calvin parked their car
n i saw zi heng on the way O.O so unexpected...
me n zee sit calvin's nice n beautiful car xD

our leng zhai driver - calvin

me n zee keep laughing behind wen v took his pic haha =p
n btw calvin..now my blog got ur leng zhai pic so not consider lame le gua?? hehe

den wen v reached sunway
me n zee took pic while waiting for the others~

me n zee

calvin..y u take our pic frm so far?
cant c our pretty face xD
den v went jusco 2 buy snacks for the movie..

the rich guys buying starbucks >.<

i took tis pic 4 fun =p

mr lazy-calvin =p

went 2 cinema 2 select our movie n v gals decided 2 watch pantas dan garang(fast n furious)
the guys wan go shopping so din watch wit us >.<

afta the movie v get influenced by the fast n furious ad
den went 2 arcade play initial D haha
i got 2nd place den 3rd place den 4th place..zzzz

went bak college 2 lepak
n v hang out at the library
i saw auntie!! she came running 2 me wen she saw me haha

sean n calvin..(busy smsing gf hehe)

went to our nxt clas...computing..
v did introduction n v hav 2 arrange group for another assignment =.=
so boring afta dat
n v saw sky was paying attention to wat vicky is saying..
wanted 2 take pic..but he saw it>.<

sky hiding his face wit his bag >.<

went home wit ariff again..
thx 4 waiting me bro!!hehe xD

2009-04-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

its jus 9 sth in the morning..
n im in college rite now..so BORING!!!!
my dad nt free so i hav 2 cum college early
n my leg so pain>.<
evry1 in tis room i langsung oso duno
wanted to on9 at meebo 2 chat wit frns
den suddenly hang =.=
so bad luck 2day...mayb i've given my gd luck 2 ariff so now i got his bad luck =p

n i noe a new frn 2day!!his name is derrick haha
he noe ariff oso >.<
y ariff so famous wan a?tak faham..
mayb i should take his gd luck charm n giv me hehe

clas starts at 10.30
duno wat else i can do until den..
tmr lagi sei..got 5 hours break..
duno wat 2 do..
y the timetable so cacated wan???!!! grrr...

1st clas of the term..

2009-04-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5 sth n prepare myself for the day..
at around 6 sth dad fetch me 2 bts stn
msg ariff whether he reached oredi anot..
turns out he stil at home n he arrived 2 mins afta the 1st train left =.="
at bout 7 the train reached n at kl sentral i saw 1 of the leng zhai in culinary arts xD

anyway..luckily the train came on time if not..
i will b late 2 college n im gonna slaughter ariff =p
so went 2 the courtyard there n saw my clasmates so i oso wait there lor
at 8 v all go 2 the kitchen n the lecturer teach us 2 start a fire
but den v must hav a lighter >.<>.<>.<>.<>.<
dun hav pics..all at ariff..will update later..

afta lunch wen v wan 2 go ktm stn..
suddenly raining..luckily i got bring umbrella..
den ariff got wet coz he hold the umbrella towards me
but gd la he got balasan for treating me bad at college xD

he went down at kl sentral stn but i went down at bank negara stn for the 1st time!!
den i walk all the way to my bro's skol..
so sweaty wen i reached there n they din on the fan =.="
den the principal n another guy sit wit me
n the following conversation starts..

p:are you doing ur homework?
me: yes..
p: are you waiting for ur kids?
me: no im waiting for my brother
p: are you working now?
me: no im studying at college now
p: are you graduating soon?
me: no 2day is my 1st clas

p-principal

n still got summore la but i lazy 2 write ad xD
wen he talk 2 me i keep trying so hard not 2 laugh
his ques are sooo.....
wen he ask me bout waiting kids
in my mind i keep tinking... do i look old or sth??
if i wear my formal clothes den i und leh i may look abit mature
but i wearing my college t-shirt!!!
y in the world will i wear my college t-shirt if im working or fetching my KIDS?
wen i told my family..they keep laughing >.<

finally!! tmr i can rest more.. i hope..
if my mum doesnt wake me up suddenly..ish ish..

2009-04-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

3rd and last orientation..
2day gonna learn bout grooming in the morning..
but i late few mins enter the auditorium
thx to....the traffic jam..
grooming session not very boring la
learnt abit of french and got a quite funny video 2 watch in the end too..

haiz..rules of hospitality is so much like rules in high skol..
no jeans,no slippers/sneakers,canot dye hair,canot apply manicure or hav long nails, tidy up the hair,hav to wear formal.....
coz hav 2 b profesional wor...
n i hav 2 apply minor make up which i dun usually do xD

the grooming session ended at 11..
got bout 3 hours or more till the nxt session
so me n michelle went midvalley by bus
coz she wants 2o buy present for her frn..
ate lunch at food court..
i no mood 2 eat but in the end oso managed 2 finished..dun1 waste ma=p
almost 1pm oredi so no chance 2 go shopping =(

1 sth walked 2 college frm the bus stn under the sun
my skin will definitely burn if i walked any longer>.< anyway="p" guy="p" size="1">(4gt the name)
a very violent game wit guys pushing each other(live WWE)

3rd game is human machine..
n our group is a car dat goes to petrol station without moving haha
i hav 2 sit on a guy n evry1 looking >.<>.< y dun1 giv me? if i lost 1 i still got another to gantikan ma.. anyway..me n ariff din sit ktm coz kind miss eevon offered to fetch ur go bts stn..

miss kind eevon=p

ariff n me in her car

both of us very scared in the 1st place coz scared of her driving skills..
luckily v both reached safely at our destination haha
but anyway thx eevon for fetching us =D

1st clas of the term is at 8am tmr..haiz so hav 2 wake up damn early..
which is reali reali unusual for me..
my timetable paper oredi crumpled wen i haven even officially started my clas>.<
terpaksa sleep early 2day lor haiz haiz haiz..
college....

2009-04-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

2nd orientation day...
2day abit different than ytd..
at least not dat borin..halleluyah xD
den wen v break went student lounge to login my id
write blog n jus cincai click here n there
made a new frn named don...
went 2 eat wit michelle's senior frn
so kebetulan saw my own skol senior oso..
v pointed n said 'ei?' 2 each other lol
so surprising 2 c her..

bout 1 sth went to the Multi Purpose Hall
thought 1.15 start..
found out v c wrongly ad
actuali is 2.30 onli start..so v went up the courtyard watch ppl preformance
n waited until the lecturer cum in..
ntg 2 do wen waiting..canot sms oso..coz digi cacated so no line>.<

finally the time for group allocation reached..
i hate the arrangement la..
make me separate frm michelle=(
but i dun need 2 take eng in term 1 and 2 la

wen the same group as me den gals n guys sit 2getha
all so damn quiet..
i felt like saying 'speak up la..y so quiet'
but in the end dun hav the courage 2 do so la
waited for 5 mins for our mentor 2 cum
den talked awhile n went campus tour again..
the mentor show us the kitchen those lor..

finished at 4 sth but hav 2 wait for ariff 2 finish taking the student id photo
waited bout 1 hour or more..
almost reached 6 wen v went 2 the ktm
luckily din miss the train
if not..
8pm duno can reach home anot..
6.50 lidat reached bts n mr gentleman ariff waited wit me for my dad 2 reach
Thank you ariff!!! n sori if i make u bored or sth xD

traffic jam till duno how long..8 sth oni bak home
afta dinner on9 till late late onli willing 2 go 2 bed..